Wednesday, September 07, 2005
juz read my own blog.. how foolhardy i was.. its no more abt going out to fight for wad u wan.. its whether u can get ppl to listen in the first place.. how ironic.. u watch tv dramas of how the parents' grudge against each other broke two lovers apart.. its almost lyk we r going thru the same thing.. the people upstairs argued n we r dragged into the midst of it.. the upper level's grudge broke our squad apart.. my hopes of us as NCOs unaffected by it all was juz dreams.. u all tell me how it is their prob n not ours.. yet cant u all see its affecting us? we r the ones in the middle whether we realise it or not.. how sick n it get.. it is lyk one big circle n we cant see the end of it.. who noes how long it will drag? generations of NCOs after us will be affected if the problems r not solved.. yet those involved refused to solve it.. me n guan wei is juz the beginning.. more disagreements will arise out of it.. til it is solved.. more problems will be created..
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
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