Tuesday, May 29, 2007
I'm Evil, But I Like It... =Dwahaha... ok... its not the smartest thing to do... budden it sure cheered me up loads!! hehe...
anyway, i'm watch Mars Versus Venus rite now.. and there was this qoute:
Jealousy is when she is with another guy, time seems to crawl by.
haha... itz definitly true... time crawls even slower that when u are apart when u noe ur other half is with another guy... wahaha...
one more thing today, unless i'm much mistaken, i saw sir leong today at simei... haha... i might be mistaken tho... cuz i haven seen him for a long time... and i dun really noe him too!! haha... but... he doesnt look as awe-inspiring anymore... i always tot he was pretty tall and.. for lack of better word, muscular or big-sized la... but today... i walked pass him... and he isnt really that much taller than me... and... haha.. i dunno la... he seems diminished in size la... haha...
okok... i shall stop being evil.... hehe...
faifai... do take care kkz? i dunno if u still read my blog... but if u do read this... do rmb to take care... and well... i dunno... ur strong... but no one's THAT strong... everyone has a time to juz let everything go... dun torture yourself over ppl whom are not really worth it neither will they appreciate it. No one is worth you hurting over, and the people who are wont hurt u...
gosh... i sound lyk i'm giving myself the advice... =x
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xoxo nikki
12:41 PM
Haha...ooo... i think i should stop saying that other ppl are stupid... haha... cuz i'm the most stupid of all ppl...
right... i'm a liar... haha... only a stupid person lyk me will keep doing the same thing... keep hoping... keep talking to u... keep waiting... its been so long... how long more am i going to be stupid?
so much inside me... that i dunno how to say... that i cannot say... becuz wadeva i say will be taken against me...
and rite now... i dun really feel lyk hearing anything bad that anyone has to say abt me... i'm juz so tired...
for some feelings... words juz cant do justice to it...i finally now how it feels to be so despaired that u dun feel anything any more... haha
juz hold ur tears past this nite... everything will be fine after that..
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xoxo nikki
12:34 PM
Thursday, May 24, 2007
Say No To Hurtof all the things i learnt one of the best lessons in my life would be that no one is worth u crying or hurting over... the only person who is worth all that will not make u do it.. haha.... oh well... wadeva...
sometimes in life...wad we want arent wad get... but lets make the best of it all huh... haha.... i for one has learnt that much any way... and if ever things get too muc for me to take... there always trusty ol' blogger anyway... =D
i mean blogger will nv contradict me...narcissistic as it is... oh well... besides the evil ppl floating ard trying to make me feel bad even when i feel lyk dying... nvm... haha
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xoxo nikki
1:55 PM
Stupid Peoplei think stupid ppl should all juz go and die... wtf... i put my nick that i am horribly sick becuz obviously i am rite? then when u ask me if i'm ok of cuz i say i'm fine la... where got ppl ask u u ok not then u say
"no i'm not. i juz went to the hospital last sat"
where got ppl lyk that de... then u have the cheek to say
"u fine then u put ur nick u horribly sick..."
WTFthen u say wad u sick and ur brain dun work well... me unlike u... i dun kick up a big fuss juz cuz i'm sick... if i do then i will be damn sick la... if i can still take it u can damn well make sure that i do wadeva i can in my capacity... asshole... honestly..
u idiot or sth arh?take note that stupid ppl are lyk mr ang weien... stupid ppl are ppl who have a brain but dun use them... if u are brainless i shall not blame u... xp
however... ppl who juz have lower intelligence... meaning they juz cant help it i wun blame them... but ppl lyk weien should juz go and die...
damn irritatin lehz... here i am struggling to do my hw and u juz come and irritate me.. and cuz me have to take time off to blog and vent my anger and waste the limited time i can use to look at a computer screen without getting a freaking headache... f-up bastard...
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xoxo nikki
5:36 AM
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
Itz Getting Worsei seem to be getting sicker and sicker... and horrible mummy wake me up so early in the morning... at 8... wtf.....the painkillers arent helping... head spliting apart... now i got flu oso... plus a slight fever i think... haiz.... okok... enough typing... makes my head hurt even more... how the hell am i gonna do my elearning without looking at the screen?
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xoxo nikki
3:06 AM
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
Hating This =(i feel so horrible!!! maybe deardear is rite... shouldnt just try to pretend everything is fine... juz makes everything worse... feel lyk my head is spliting apart... wads the point of taking the med if everything juz comes straight up after taking it? hungry all the time but cant eat anything... feel so horrible to be so hungry but cant eat anything... not allowed to eat anything with calcium and iron in it... interferes with my antibotic... haiz... which means no bread no milk... and worse of all... NO CHOCOLATE!!! sobz....
someone juz kill me or sth... feel so horrible...
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xoxo nikki
4:36 AM
Quite, But Not So Nice Weekend...
hmmm... deardear say the weekend was horrible... i think it was ok la...basically he felt so cuz of 2 reasons... =x
saturday was quite to in the beginning... he go for lessons i go meet my fren... then... haha... he went to sleep after we reach his house while i used the com... chatted with kor for awhile b4 i submitted to the sleepy germ and went to sleep too... and we over slept til 6.30... we were supposed to meet korkor dasao and rujin at 6.45... so we rushed a cab down...
then the stupid cabbie... i was nursing a headache since friday already... and he purposely took the long route dispite my pleas for him to go faster cuz we're in a hurry... and i oso told him respeatedly that it was at VJC... in chinese and english.... but he dropped me off at VS... nvm... i while he cab was still there rite... i turned back and he saw me la... but he juz turned away... and drove his cab away... deardear said he nv see me so angry before....
after running ard in circles... we finally got to VJC...
after that.. was the concert... it was great!!! very nice... =) everything was very nice... except for the occasional bouts of chest cramps and the constant headache... i think i enjoyed the concert very much...
had dinner at Parkway's Mac... got bullied abit by my korkor.... then we made our way home... by then i was suffering from severe gastric... from not eating for too long and then eating too much at once... dear insisted that i take a cab home... while waiting for cab... i blackout once... oops...
then in the cab... i blackout once more... double oops... but the worse wasnt til when i was at my doorstep... i dropped my key and bend down to retrive it... and i promptly faded to a semi conscious state... and... i dun really rmb wad went on.... everything was in bits and pieces until... sunday morning...
anyway... apparantly deardear called for the ambulance after he couldnt wake me up for sometime... and i din wanna go to the hospital... but... ohwell.... in the end i did... i dunno why.. dun rmb y... everything was then a blur... i only rmb that when someone asked me a question i would reply and promptly forget wad the person asked me...
that was the first thing that deardear din lyk.... second was when he was leaving my hse after sending me home... he had a minor accident... =x
on sunday dear came to my hse... and we juz stayed for the whole day with me difting in and out of sleep... that sums up everything anyway...
hmmm.. oh... the doctor gave me 3 day mc fron sunday to tues... wad a waste... this week i'm having e learning... zzzzzzzzz hehe
all i can say is that... dear... thanks alot for everything... sry to make u waste ur time and money and making u worry... and mummy and daddy.... i'm really disappointed in u...
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
3:05 AM
Sunday, May 20, 2007
Heartacheever felt ur heart ache.... feel such a pain that ur fingers and toes start to tingle? haha.... itz either my heart hurts so much that the places furthest from it malfuctions... or that i'm suffering from mild heart attacks...
anyway... i juz realised that 5 out of 10 post in my blog is abt me and him... 4 of the remaining is abt him... and the last one? sometimes is me sometimes is my frenz... is that my life? omg...how ridiculously monotonous... nvm.... itz all gonna change... =D
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xoxo nikki
6:21 AM
Saturday, May 19, 2007
Platonic Relationships...wads wrong with some guys anyway? actually itz juz that one guy la... i dunno wads wrong with u but pls keep ur hands off me... lyk literally... i'm seriously ok? itz not lyk u dunno i have a bf la... so dun keep attempting to do any intimate actions with me or even try to lyk... do actions that suggest anything... itz really getting on my nerves...pls respect me and my bf... or at the very least if u dun respect us... respect urself and have some dignity...dun degrade urself can? u have a gf too... respect her too pls... have some sense and stop acting lyk an idiot...
wad happened btw us past a long time ago... so really pls juz stop it ok? i really hope being frens is stil possible.... budden if this carry on i dun think i can... haiz... juz really... pls stop it... i think i expressed myself clearly enough again and again... i dun wan this to carry on... if u really think i'm the kind of gal who will leave my bf for u.. then i think u are thinking too much...
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
3:18 AM
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
Heartless Galcyan u heartless gal... how long since u last called me? huh? trying to run away from ur debts izzit? wads with ur obession with horoscopes anyway? do call me asap ok??? and MUZ MUZ MUZ meet me at least once for lunch at parkway pasta mania when u come back to sg ok?
wad wrong anyway? dun think juz cuz i dun tag at ur blog i dun read it ok? everyone seems to always think i dun read their blogs! i do ok? and i wanna noe u're alrite....
missing u lots too! and if wads wrong is wad i think it is... then... do take care... ur really smart strong and i believe in u.... so wadeva trouble it is cyan will pull thru de correct? =D
hugz and missez
p.s. arent u honured i did a post for u? =D
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xoxo nikki
3:42 PM
Difference Between Usi think my bro and i are lyk really really different lo... itz so evident... the way i am outgoing and extrovert... while he is reserved and introvert... esp the way we address our parents... to me is always mummy and daddy or my and dy... to him is always mama and papa or ma and pa... and lots of other ways itz so obvious... hmmm... i dunno la... i wonder why are we so diff anyway...
really tired... but i still dun understand y my parents so biased..
dear is outfield le.... haiz... miss him alot...
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xoxo nikki
3:14 PM
Oh Sickeningwads wrong with guys anyway? why would u pay so much to get to noe gals online lehz? lyk so damn weird rite? then u pay so much juz to send personalized msg-es to gals on a online website... is juz pure weird... why dun u save the money and spend more on ppl who are ard u? weird ppl... and someppl even are attached le but still participate actively in this kinda things lyk sending msg-es out to other gals to noe them... weird is juz weird..zzzzzzzz...i wish ppl will stop sending me emails to join this kinda webs...
and to that nice nice fren rite? y do u have to keep visiting those kind of website where u gt to noe ppl of the ooposite gender and keep sending their addresses to me? i mean cant u juz switch that thing off or sth? grrr
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
3:14 AM
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
So Romantic!!!Every girl dreams that one day..........
she will find a guy that does these things for her.Even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someones life.
1)give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in.
2)leave her cute text notes.
3)kiss her in front of your friends.
4)tell her she looks beautiful.
5)look into her eyes when you talk to her.
6)let her mess with your hair.
7)touch her hair.
8)just walk around with her.
9)forgive her for her mistakes.
10)look at her like she`s the only girl you see.
11)tickle her even when she says stop.
12)hold her hand when you`re around your friends.
13)when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.
14)let her fall asleep in your arms.
15)get her mad, then kiss her.
16)tease her and let her tease you back.
17)stay up all night with her when she`s sick.
18)watch her favorite movie with her.
19)kiss her forehead.
20)give her the world.
21)write her letters.
22)let her wear your clothes.
23)when she`s sad, hang out with her.
24)let her know she`s important.
25)let her take all the photos she wants of you.
26)kiss her in the pouring rain.
27)when you fall in love with her, tell her.
28)and when you tell her, love her like you`ve never loved someone before.
i got this off faifai's blog... =D hahah... so nice lehz!
dar... juz wanna tell u that... u've done nearly everything in there... thank you! and the rest that u din do.... oh well... itz ok... i still love u lots... =D i miss u lots already... today u prepare for ur outfield and nv msg me!!! haiz... oh well... nvm... ur too busy i guess... =)
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xoxo nikki
11:28 AM
Monday, May 14, 2007
Me Am So Happie!!!
okok... dun be jealous... but my weekend totally rocked!!! ahhhh!!!
so now i'm lyk really really high and happy... =D
yesterday... went to Tanglin School to meet dear in the morning... then i brought my laptop along and started playing O2Jam while waiting for him to finish his lesson... haha.. then some of the students crowded around me watching me play.. i then i play until so lousy lehz... diu lian... =x hehe... so i finidh le then quickly off my com wait for him.. then i wait wait wait... then fell asleep... haha...
then he woke me up... and we pangseh-ed chengwee to take cab to deardear's hse... wahaha... reached his hse... and we two sleepy pigs promptly feel asleep... haha... wake up... cook maggie mee... nice nice.... cuz is i cook de ma... wahaha... i dun even cook at home... dear muz feel very honoured... hehe... he went to check the movie listing... for movies to watch... we decided to watch Next... and booked the tix... dear got abit upset cuz he tot he chose seat 9 and 10... and 10 is my fave number... but turned out is 6 and 7... nvm... i oso lyk 6... =D
deardear oso say got surprise for me... hehe... got really excited...
we watched abit of the Shen Diao Xia Lu on Channel U... then when out to Woodlands... collected the tix... and he brought me out to FUNFAIR!!! wahaha... so happy.... i chose 4 rides i wanna take at the Euro Funfair... the Euro Wheel... Top Gun... Sky Ride... and Xcoaster... altogether the tokens cost 60 dollar!!! i was lyk so ex! and din wanna take so many le... but dear say i happy can le... so we bought all 24 tokens
first we took the Euro Wheel... which is the Ferris Wheel... i got abit sad.... cuz we spent lyk one hour on the Wheel juz going round and round cuz the person forgot abt us and tot we went on pretty late.... then we took lyk 3 trips worth for 1 trip's price... then we din really have alot of time to play so i was worried the money spent on the rest of the tix will be wasted cuz dun have time to take everything before the movie starts...
then deardear asked the person if we can get off... but he say so fast? u complete ur ride la... then i got abit abit sad... cuz i go for at least 20 rounds le... =( then finally we can get off! i was SO HAPPY! and the person laugh at me.... =( nvm... hehe...
then we quickly go take the Sky Ride.... fun fun fun!!! we went round and round and round! hehe... so fast! the wind was blowing in my face... happy happy! then my contact lens in my left eye got abit abit dry... then dropped out.. =( then i juz put it back it... =D
we went to take the Xcoaster.... another ride that spun round and round... haha... the got really giddy.... haha... but it was fun fun fun...
but i think the most fun was the last ride of the day... Top Gun! it juz flips us upside down... nice nice nice... but hurt my back abit and my head cuz at one time we are juz suspended upside down... and i kept screaming!!! hehe... abt how i regreted taking the ride... hehe... itz juz to make dar feel macho ok? not cuz i scared... hehe
we went to watch Next after that.... hmmm... we reached the cinema and sat down juz as the movie started... good timing! hehe.. the show was ok la... very nice in fact... but dun lyk the ending... lousy.... zzzzzzzzz... oh well... "The thing about the future is, everytime u look at it, it changes"
hmmm... then we went to Al-Ameeh.. i think is spell lyk tt.... to eat... dear had the Nasi Pataya... i had Cheese and Egg Prata... hmmm... the prata very nice!!! they dun use the regular square Cheesedale cheese... they use Parmesan Cheese!!! then he whoe prata was lyk pizza lyk tt!! heavenly! love it! hehe...
finally... we took cab to dear's hse...a dn being the pig we are... fell asleep rite after bathing... =x
woke up today.... dear supposed to go teach another lesson... but it was postponed... so.... we slept somemore... woke up after that... and dear spoilt alot of his hse electrical appliances... i soos dunno how.. then i cook noodle again lo... eat le... then i fell asleep while he play O2Jam... hehe... i woke up then... and we competed to see who can finish one whole song in a combo... and well... dear say i keep letting him win... not true! well... not really la... hehe...
after that.. i accidently hurt my back... then dear was very nice... tried to make me comfortable and helped me take everything i wanted... hehe... he even skated downstairs juz to buy dinner for me... =D then we ate dinner and watch tv... after that... he packed his stuff for camp and helped me packed mine... while i rested and bathe... then he bathed and we went to Fajar for him to buy food for his outfield... =( i shall miss u while u are outfield... cannot contact me from tues to friday... =( nvm...
after that we took cab to his camp and then i went home... so here i am at home... smelling nice... blogging... blissed out... =D
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us... on top of the Euro Wheel
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xoxo nikki
3:21 PM
Saturday, May 12, 2007
Brujah Outingyesterday got brujah went out... with lot of year2 and 1 year3... haha... pretty fun la... though i only go fish and co to eat wth them
hmmm... in the end i dunno how i managed to end up collecting the money la... then... wa... i think i i ended up compensating for the difference in the amt... zzzzzzzzz.... cuz my wallet became significantly thinner even though i think they paid me the money... =x
oh welll... nvm... now loys of ppl owe me money lehz... i shall open a finance company... called.. erm... Nikki's Finance Assistance Pte Ltd... u have one week to pay... after that i will have an interest of 10% per day...wahaha... then i'll earn alot...hehe
hmmm... having IDEAS now... and David Cheong totally sucks la... he super biased can? always talk to the guys only.... then he keep saying that we dun participate...lyk now la.. blogging in class... y i dun participate? cuz he not even frakign looking at me la.. he always face the guys to talk... doesnt make us the gals feel lyk we are part of his class... unless we sit behind the guys... he nv looks at us for more than a min la... damn evil...
he always only accepts his own answers... even if u give sth else that have a point rite... u are wrong unless u use his words... dum rite? grrr...
he's super irritating... yucky...
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xoxo nikki
6:27 AM
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
Missing You Much Muchhmmm... suddenly i miss u so much... watching my DVDs then suddenly think of u... hmmm... wonder wad ur doing now... juz now msg u u sounded abit irritated... nvm..
hmm... i juz tot of that day when u carried me on ur back back to ur hse... haha... my poor dear dear have to carry a heavy piggy lyk me!!! zzzzzzzzzz lucky u v strong... otherwise i think i would break ur back...
since saturday i cant stop thinking abt u... u shocked me and surprised me... and i'm so sorry for everything i've done to hurt u... i promise to change too! kkz? lovelove...
i cant stop thinking abt u...
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
12:52 PM
Lousy Lousythe oral assessment is so lousy!!! no need to anything de.. hai me waste my time go read up abt underage sex... zao zhi dao i juz bo chap can le... my personal experience and pov is enough for him le lo... dumdum..
anyway...today i got really pissed off with someone lo.. but only for while la... angry lehz! he keep shooting me... and i cannot stand his domineering way!! but ok la... juz awhile only after that then i ok le... =x oh well...wads over is over.. smilez!
very bored now lehz... oh well... one more thing...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KORKOR!!! =D
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xoxo nikki
8:55 AM
Happy Birthday Korkor!!!=D aiya...sry korkor.... i forgot to wish u happy birthday until i switched of my com at 2 plus... =x so i msged u immediately... abt 2 hours late... hehe... paiseh...
anyway... i think... i dunno la.. hope u and my nuer will last for a long long time... and that all ur wishes may come thru... have a happy day today hor...
i really hope u receive my msg lehz... cuz my deardear say he din receive on his birthday... i hope my phone izznt screwing up so quickly... do take care ok korkor? =)
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xoxo nikki
12:12 AM
Monday, May 07, 2007
Juz Some Totsaiya.... suddenly felt that i wished deardear blogged more... abit tired of going to his blog and see nth new... haha... oh well... cant blame... his busy with NS... and erm... busy bein lazy... haha... nvm... ur my darling and i love you... no matter how often we make each other feel dumdum and piggy... muackz
so my smelly dumdum pigpig... i miss u lots lots and love u much much... i keep thinking abt u... thinking abt the last two days... i guess... i dunno... i came out loving u even more... i din even noe that was possible!!! haha... ok well... and in the doggy book i dunno wad to rite lehz... haha... i v long nv rite le... and i juz now wrote sth in it... some long long thingy... lala... i'm sleepy sleepy and tired tired...but i cant get my mind off u... i hope i dream of u tonite... it will be the sweetest dream ever... i hope u are having sweet dreams nw...
and i promise u one thing... no matter how many times Candy contact u i promise i wun get angry... =) haha... u can be very bad to her lehz... but she oso bad bad bad... din think that we will last so long... oh well... i think ur baobei misses u~! hehe... but as long as u dun miss her can le... =D and why cant i find her friendster profile?!?! grrr...
time to sleep sleep sleep and i promise to really sleep... juz that God and Heavens Above... please let me dream abt him... dream abt us being tgt and happy forever... let me have a sweet sweet dream Sandman.. or whoever that brings dreams to ppl...
lovess lotss~~~
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
5:01 PM
Sleepy... Very Very Sleepy...aiya... no matter wad i do i cannot get the countdown timer to fit properly into my blog.... sianz... now i'm very tired le... and i went back to using the one i used for my countup timer.... they look weird tgt... haha... but nvm...i'm tired le... i think dear is super cute... =D missing u lots... i suddenly feel new in love again... haha... weird... high on love... lalala...
anyway... on a sadder note... tml is the Oral Ascessment le... haiz... i left the things i researched on in dear's hse... how how how? and my computer now dunno why cannot go yahoo and google lehz... msn is no help... zzzzzzzzzzzz gonna die tml... but i think wun die too badly la... i still rmb somethings... =D
i'm too high and happy to feel sad le la... i mis dardar so much... cant wait til next saturday i get to see him again...
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xoxo nikki
4:27 PM
9 Months Le!!!Hmmm.. so fast 9 months past le… =D happy happy happy… lalala… spent a really happy day with dear yesterday and today… yesterday we went to watch Spiderman 3… to be perfectly honest… the show sucked… lyk really lo… so wasn’t worth the money… it was draggy and some parts I think I can juz do without… waste time only… I think out of the 140mins rite… only a total of 90mins or even only 60mins was worth watching…. Hmmm… oh well….but I was pretty happy too! Saw that make a bear thingy at vivo… I SO wanna make a bear… but I cant decide on wad bear I wan… dear asked me if I wanted to make one… but I lyk all the bears!! They were all SO cute… only all the bears and the husky was cute… the rest were not really wad I lyk… but…. There were SO many bears!!! So in the end I din make…cuz I din noe which to choose…=x
Today… we basically stayed at his house and watched John Tucker Must Die… watched it b4 le… and it was pretty nice la… funny… haha… and we juz talked… abt lots of stuff.. everything… maybe 9 is really the magic number…. Today we trashed everything out.. and then… we will last chang chang 9 9…=D so maybe wad happened yesterday was meant to happen… =)
Anyway… juz apart from u for exactly 75min… now is 11.45.. and I miss u lyk crazy already… u promised me that after u finish NS u will give me two weeks of ur time… cannot forget ok? and we muz go fly kite… u promised that very long ago le! Okok? =)
Miss u lyk crazy and love u lots… happy nine months anniversary..
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xoxo nikki
2:53 PM
Saturday, May 05, 2007
Changedhmmm... i juz realised something... sth that made me feel very foolish and dum... haha.. maybe jin wei is rite... i am a dumdum... maybe korkor is rite... i really am ben dan...
suddenly... i feel life is not worth living for... becuz all of the sudden... my reason for living is gone... am i dum or dum... maybe i'm juz dum
foolish and idiotic... thats wad i am
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xoxo nikki
2:45 PM
Simply Thatoh well... theres hate and theres hate... theres anger and then theres anger... theres this and juz that... so wadeva... i've come to this state of equilibrium... lalala... so theres calm and juz somemore calm... so i dun really care abt u, u, and u, and U blah!
and so life's lyk tt... and so i dun really wanna care... so ppl pls pls pls juz leave me alone... u noe who u are... i said no means no... no matter how many times u try to contact me no means no... and pls pls pls... i noe u read my blog... i noe u will see this... and when u do... pls pls pls... let me go... i flatly refuse to have anything to do with u guys... regrets are enough... i will not make somemore...
so pls... juz leave me alone...
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
12:49 PM
Jealousargh... green with envy really suits me now... grrr... not at all happy with it... sucks and dums.... lousy thingys... angry angry angry... grrr
y am i jealous angry fustrated? i oso dunno lehz... y do ppl find my blog so easily anyway... itz NOT FAIR!!!! then all the horrible evil ppl start criticising me... eeeew... evil disgusting detractor....
BITE YOU!
hmmm... on another tot... i'm becoming childish... oh no... haiz... nvm... sianz la...
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
6:58 AM
Jealousargh... green with envy really suits me now... grrr... not at all happy with it... sucks and dums.... lousy thingys... angry angry angry... grrr
y am i jealous angry fustrated? i oso dunno lehz... y do ppl find my blog so easily anyway... itz NOT FAIR!!!! then all the horrible evil ppl start criticising me... eeeew... evil disgusting detractor....
BITE YOU!
hmmm... on another tot... i'm becoming childish... oh no... haiz... nvm... sianz la...
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xoxo nikki
6:58 AM
Fat Ugly Meyesterday i went back to school to get my o lvl cert and meet carmen... and carmen broke my heart!!! she say i very fat!!! argh... so zhi jie... bad bad bad... my cousin oso say i fat... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz............ very sad lehz... but i really grow fat le...
MUZ JIAN FEI!!!!!!oh well... alot of my nice nice clothes i cannot wear le... cuz i now very fat!!! i think deardear oso feel that i grow fatter le.... angry angry angry... i'm fat...hoW?!?
go on diet!
do excerise!
JIAN FEI!!!
hmmm... oh well... yesterday i bought a set of very nice bra and panties... feeling satisfied... lalala.... okok.,.. gotta pay attention for MOB le...
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My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
3:55 AM
Thursday, May 03, 2007
Distancesoemtimes... i feel that there seems to be a distance between us... to me.. everyday spent tgt is a new day... fun and exciting.. but to u is juz another day spent with me... everyday spent with u is new and incredible... but the time u spend with me is juz the same as b4... and i noe i'm tiring u out by my energy...
i really wonder... is it me? do i want too much from u? did i expect too much? are my views to love really so childish and immature? so unrealistic my love for u? is wad i want so hard to give? cuz u are lyk a drug to me that i can nv get enough of...
sometimes i feel that u are beginning to tire of me... haha... wadeva... i dunno... my life is fine... and i shall continue on with my life... without u i will still be fine... i shall continue smiling and laughing... becuz i cannot aloow myself to fall...
not now... not ever...
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
1:41 PM
So Shuang
haha... i feel very happy... cuz the other day u was talking to yongjian rite... then he say my this photo with issac is very nice... lyk we're married! wa! then i feel so happy... =D he say got the feeling that we're married in this photo... ahhh... bu kui this is my fave picture... lalala... maybe i should do a blogskin with this pic... love it so so much!!! but i noe i'll be too lazy to do so.... someone owe a alot of things.... hmmm...
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
11:55 AM
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
Try It Once
hmmm... i think rite... everyone should try everything at least once... as long as it doesnt harm u or ur future then i dun see y it shouldnt be done once... otherwise life would be super boring rite?
anyway... today i went to Vivo City with deardear... he wanted to watch Spiderman 3... haha... try his luck with the Gold Class one... oso dun have... in the end we watched a show starring Zhou Xun and Daniel Wu...called Ming Ming... stupid show la... give me a headache watching it... at the end of the show still say wad dedicated to all mothers out there... dum.... the show's awfully lousy....and i dun see how it reflects mothers... wadeva...
anyway... weien is in one of his phases again... where he starts thinking of stupid things lyk cheating on his gf... somehow... he finds a way to justify his action.... wad an exasperating person to talk to....
and he keep saying that i'm talking to lots of seniors and getting all worked up over it... juz cuz that day i ask himwho is ryan or youwei... ridiculous... and when i said i'm bored he ask y dun i go talk to ziqing/issac/youwei and one more person i cannto rmb in that order...
how typical of him... why would i talk to any other of the ppl except for issac and ziqing... and even for ziqinq i hardly talk to him anymore... ever since my kor got himself my da sao i nv talk to him le lehz... and issac... hmmm... i dunno... i'm thinking that i'm talking too much to him le....zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
anyway... i gtg do my stats le... sianz and boredom...
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
12:04 PM
Damn Irritatinghmmmm... wads her freaking problem anyway? y muz she be so irritating? itz not lyk she doesnt noe that i go out at nite la... then my bro make her not happy then come and fuck with me..... wad makes u think that juz cuz u say cannot i wun do it? damn.... i didnt wanna o out already u noe... i already even fucking told him i wun be oging out anymore at nite.... and u so ylk to come and fuck with me rite? change the locks if u so fucking lyk it then... itz not as if i give a fuck abt this damn hse... with parents lyk u?i rather i dun have...
i already told u making that stupid card u dun have to go with me... but u have to be so noisy abt it.. insisting that i go with u.... then when we fuckingget there the person say 16 no need parents le... then u give me that fucked up face lyk is i ask u to go one... damn it la.... u got fitish abt throwing my face izzit? everytime he piss u off u throw ur temper on me... so easy arh? damn... u think i give a fuck abt u? if not for the fact that i still need ur money u an be sure i'll be out of ur ugly face in a second.... i wun impose on u for longer than i have to... fucked up selfish lying bastards...
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
11:30 AM
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
Bored At Homesian la...nothing to do at all...sian sian sian... hungry too!!! dumdumdum...
now talking with tiff and jinwei... haha.... both bhb ppl... lalala bored lehz
i think david cheong sux la... he teach lyk nv teach lyk tt... jzu keep talk cock only... hmmm.... if his cock can talk then he need to see a doctor... haha ooops...
hmmm... dear having training now... he miss playing basketball... no matter how much he complains abt the tough training of SAFSA he misses it... BIAN TAI!!! haha.. budden... hmmm... ok la...
i'm so sorry... there are things i dunno how to say and how to do.. i can only say i'm sry
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
12:01 PM
