Monday, July 28, 2008
Thankshmm.. i juz wanna thank my frens for everything.. i'm really sorry for making you all worry abt me.. but i'm fine.. juz delirious with fever tts all.. =D but having taken med n stuff i'm fine le.. so dun worry kkz?
i shall go back to sleep now kkz? cuz i'm juz too sleepy le..
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
3:52 PM
Friday, July 25, 2008
A Last Cry For HelpI just want to thank all my friends for their help, and I want to apologize for everything. Especially to my parents. I screwed up my life for a guy. From the beginning, I knew it was wrong, but I really thought that love could conquer all. I just want to say sorry for what i have done. I'm just too tired. My school results are terrible, I have no life besides him. I really do not know what to do with my life anymore.
Baby, all I can say to you is that I do not regret anything that I did for you. I knew that this would be the result but I still did it. I loved you more than anything. I just want to say sorry for lying to you. But I just cannot take this anymore.
Please forgive me.
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
1:27 AM
Tuesday, July 01, 2008
Terrible Le La!!!omg i dunno wad the hell is wrong with me, i guess... i dunno la.
i dun wanna go sch! so sian, tml after school i gotta do project then work. then thurs and wed oso after school work... saturday work again, full day some more, but at least i will get my pay on saturday. then sunday go for the wedding.
super sian.
the rest of my school life is probably gonna be lyk tt. study work, work study. i need to discuss with Teresa abt the online shop thing, and if Angel is really serious abt starting a shop with me, then i'm gonna have to juggle another thing. i guess if ur money faced lyk me then u gotta suffer for it lo.
i guess if i work hard now then next time i dun need to suffer so much later?
i hope so
argh! juz god bless me to give me the strength to go on...
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
9:20 PM
CrackedHeadi'm seriously tired.. besides studying i still have to juggle my time with with baby and hold down practically 2 jobs.. i think auntie gonna kill me cuz i keep changing my work time with her... at the same time i still need to help baby out in Airborne to teach and stuff...
everyone noes my skating sucks! i cant even brake.. god bless me... haiz... super duper tired...
and the worse thing is i hit my head and itz super painful! i got a huge lump on my head and i'm having a very bad headache all the time... scarly i cracked my skull or sth.. haha.. budden it will be more painful than juz a headache la... haha
and... i have alot of good frens! they help all they can even if it includes me bending their ears to my troubles... i love u guys lots. especially faifai who helped me in a way tt no one else could. no way i can express my thanks to u all except tt i will promise to always be there for u all whenever possible kkz?
muackzz to u all... hugs and kisses dearies
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
9:32 AM