Saturday, September 30, 2006

How The Hell.........

how the freaking hell do i dl the mobile tamagotchi game???

say i am childish la... budden i can find the frigging web yesterday...

and when i did find it today i cannot find the place to dl the game!!!

not being able to dl it juz makes me wanna dl it even more can...

ARGH!!!

although knowing myself... after i dl it i may be so irritated with it i refuse to play it...

but thats not the point....

the point is.....

I CANNOT FIND THE FRIGGIN GAME!!!!!

BAH!

irritated... shal go on looking for that dumb game...

My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
11:40 AM

Friday, September 29, 2006

Stressed Out

o's coming... grad's coming... argh... damn tired.. i cant wait for o's to be over... yet at the same time i dun wan o's to come... in such a muddle..

recently i have been feeling very sleepy.. i oso dunno why... oh man... haiz...

i feel lyk filling my days after o's in that 3 months up... full to the brim with activities... for one reason or another.. i juz feel lyk keeping myself occupied... have got chalets lined up.. should i go? feel lyk going... budden i feel lyk coping myself up at home too... i dun feel lyk going for any thing at all... sianz...

My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
11:06 AM

Thursday, September 28, 2006

Racisim

i cannot stand how parents always say lyk if u naughty then the karung guni will catch u or the ah pu neh will catch u... and i realise this is a dominant trait in chinese parents lo...

becuz from wad i gathered from my frens of other races rite... most of their parents dun say this kind of things..

in the first place... i dun even noe who came up with this kind of threats...

the karung guni man is juz an occupation wad... nth terrifying abt him ma... and why the hell would he catch little kids... lest their parents sold them away la...

and the ah pu neh one is even worse can? it is so racist la... lyk juz becuz they have darker skin and look intimidating doesnt mean they are evil la...

worse still i heard a mother shout at her son who was running and playing wildly on the upper deck of bus 12 that if he continued to not listen to her the ah pu neh would catch him... all the time with the indian man sitting behind her... and she is aware of him there some more... and she even pointed at him infront of her son... terrible...

thank god my parents are not lyk that...

OH!!

and i muz say i am a GENIUS!!!!!

WahahAHaHAhaAhAh!!!!!

i took an IQ test that was in Joel's phone...

my IQ is 132 lehz!!!!

haha... that made me one of the 8 million ppl in the world who are " Certified Geniuses " wor!!!

ok la.. 8 million is alot... but the world got dunno how many BILLION ppl lo...

haha... and Joel said he tot he was the smartest... with the IQ score of 117...

I BEAT JOEL HANDSDOWN!!!!

then the Sylvia... so sao xing... for once i win her in sth she juz have to be a wet blanket...

first show off to me she got A1 when i said i failed my a math... then when i say i got high IQ and is a Genius according to the test she go say wad IQ tests are unreliable cuz the only test one aspect of ur intelligence...

WTF.....

she juz have got to win in everything rite... bitch... cant she juz lyk shuddup... i oso nv say she dumb or anything lo... juz say i very happy that my IQ so high even though i failed my subjects in school... lyk that she oso muz kao pei...

everytime i say i am bad in something she muz rub it in... and i wasnt even talking to her la... lyk i was juz saying to myself that even though i got 28 out of 50 for my Elective History my Social Studies pulled my results down and i might juz fail... cuz Mr Soon never mark one of my questions... then she laugh and say she even more sad cuz she juz need 3 more marks to get A2...

such bitches should be burned in hell can... more evil that me la... at least when someone is upset i wun rub it in that person's face and show how happy i am can?

she forever has to win... forever has to be better... forever muz be smarter...

teach her how to go bugis... say when she pass ICA Building rite... look out for the next MRT station then press the bell and get down cuz the station will have the bugis sign... then she get off at dunno wad stop... ask her why she get down there... she say she dunno... AND she insist she is smarter...

everytime muz do things her way de... otherwise she will start to sha jiao at u... and it is not even cute la... lyk whenever i do it or sze yan do it it is all for fun only la... and we are juz fooling around can... she thinks that juz becuz she can get things her way when she sha jiao at home she can do the same in school... if we dun do it she way she give u a face... lyk u owe it to her to do it her way... juz becuz even if she is wrong at home and her father scold her... then she ignores him and he will say sorry that he scolded her she thinks it works the same way...

i think being and NCO or Officer in uniform groups and being parents are quite the same... i believe that unless u are in the wrong u should never apologise to ur junior or child... otherwise they would juz think that the next time they can do the same thing and get away with it also... not to say seniors and juniors cannot be frens and parents cannot be friendly to their child.. but i think a certain respect from the junior and child should be maintained lo.. it is respect that should be maintained... not distance... becuz i believe respect is everything

wad her father did is intolerable... a parent has every rite to reprimand the child when he or she does sth wrong.. and apologising to the child juz makes it seem lyk the child is rite and u are wrong and he or she can continue doing that wrong thing the next time..

and how did i noe this? i was juz saying how my mother was biased to my bro when she told me that no matter wad happens she father always gives in to her... lyk how her father is biased towards her and against her bro... and how her bro did sth her dun lyk and she refused to speak to him and ignore his existence in the house...

disrespectful pampered bitch...

and i am glad i put a password script in my blog... that means unwanted prying eyes can be kept away... i hate the exam period esp cuz it makes me exceptionately pissed with her... of cuz u can tell me ur results are better than me... i mean i am so bad that almost all my frens have better results than me... but u can juz tell me ur results lyk everyone else does... instead of lyk telling me i am very good and how bad u are when u got A2 and me D7.. becuz u obviously dun care abt me but for the fact that u are better than me..

glad debrief is over... and should be no more quizes... so i dun have to tolerate her showing off... and telling me how she always nv study for her test and either score full marks and top the class or juz miss a point or 2..

watched Giggolo Wannabe yesterday... show sux... predictable story plot... no cute guys... only one chio bu...

haha... and yiting says that cuz i used to be zhu's student and now zhu is till teaching i have a high chance of losing him to another female student... but i think i'll take a bet on that and trust him...

and ppl are asking me how come we both check out other ppl even though we are tgt... but i rather he look at other gals and tell me who he think looks good than to do it and pretend he is not.. good stuff muz be shared get it? haha

dunno how i am gonna survive when he goes into NS... i miss him already when i juz din see him for 3 days... haha.. oh well.. i guess i shall always have Carmen... since we have established a reputation for being lesbians... oh... Carmen is Lesbian... i am Bi... hehe

My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
12:27 PM

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

HAH!

tml going skating!!!! with wenjie... cuz only he nice enough pei me...

lalalalalalala...

that pig cheat my feelings can?

11 call him he sleeping...

then can tag at my board at 12 plus!!!!!!

argh!!!!

angry angry angry...

BAH BAH BAH BAH BAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
12:24 PM

Enough Le Hor!!!!

i am very angry lo...

the last pic that i posted up hor...

ppl see le tell me the gal chio lehz...

then they ask me...

WHO IS SHE???

aaAAaarRRrrgGGggGGhhHhHHHhh!!!!!!!

ITZ ME!!!
ITZ ME!!!
ITZ ME!!!
ITZ ME!!!
ITZ ME!!!
ITZ ME!!!
ITZ ME!!!
ITZ ME!!!
ITZ ME!!!
ITZ ME!!!

wa....

say the gal chio and make me so happy then ask me who izzit...

so rude can???

esp lishi...

omg...

my baby look at the photo and say "eh that gal; chio lehz. who is she arh"

then i give her an incredulous look...

then she say "huh... is u arh... dun look lyk lehz..."

-_-"

wan go die le la...

i din believe that it is so different form me lehz...

so i tried again

on adelyn... my classmate in sec 1 and 2....

i ask her if the gal in the pic chio...

she look at the pic... frown and look at me... "who is she?"

WTF!!!!

only huilin and carmen smart.... noe the person is me...

ANGRY LE LAR!!!!!

BAH!

My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
12:10 PM

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

Woah!

hehe... yesterday at zhu's hse i got abit bored la... cuz the pig was sleeping can? then i was stoning there... hehe... i decided to zi lian abit and take a photo of myself...

haha... happy the way the picture turned out... love zhu's cap... very nice!!

i dun look lyk myself at all... got BIG eyes wor...

jess says itz cute and put it as my wallpaper in my phone... =x

sze yan says looks lyk jamie yeo...

zhu dun even noe i got take this photo lo... he sleeping lyk pig lyk that...

look at the medals at the back of the photo... haha..

wrote a friendster testimonial for the pig... he nv wrote for me de... sad... haha...

should i go for my primary school chalet?
should i go for prom?
should i go and die? KIDDING!!!

My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
12:30 PM

I'm Evil.....

ohhhh..... so long nv blog..... missing blogging so much... kinda busy recently lor....

anyway... i got a sudden revelation abt myself....

I'M EVIL!!!!!

really lo...

i'm...

Petty

Narrow-Minded

Selfish

Self-Centred

and ultimately EVIL!!!!

WAHAHAHAHA.....

and also crazy la...

budden today i was taking bus 12 from Bugis home rite... then i saw Lim Pia Leong getting on the bus at the Dunman High stop...

and i couldnt help but think of sj....

and then i got pissed...

and i realised that being the Petty, Narrow-Minded and Self-centred person i am.....

i cannot forget wad royston did to me last year....

wad he did still got anniversary one lehz....

which is around these few day lo....

evidence of me being selfish is where i think that it is all his fault and not mine...

BAH!

and then make me think of yuyan....

and the inline skating thing....

BAH!

i am SO Self-Centred

and i am EVIL!!!

becuz i insist that wad i dun lyk and other ppl lyk means that they got bad taste...

haha

and i keep putting ppl down!!!!!

lyk i keep saying other ppl is ugly...

too tall...

too short...

too fat...

too thin...

too much Crocs...

BAH!

hate Crocs...

hate bugis and all itz Crocs wearing ppl...

and the HUGE HUGE HUGE number of pirated Crics sold there...

haha...

a bo liao post to satisfy my blogging withdrawal...

ARGH!!! 1 month more to ur enlistment... i shall cry....

My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
10:55 AM

Friday, September 22, 2006

Tickle Crazy

loving Tickle Quizes

What Type of Flirt Are You?

Were you just winking at us? We couldn't quite tell... In fact, we think it's pretty safe to say that you're a Subtle Flirt — you're a master of the flirting game. You know how to attract attention from anyone, any time. A quick come-hither smile, a little game of look-away-and-look-back-again — before long you have the object of your affection wrapped around your little finger. One of the best things about your approach is that it's discreet. You can always act innocent and coy if something gets taken out of context or misunderstood. Just make sure you're not too subtle, or you may end up playing the game all by yourself.

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

Romantic Kisser.
Whew, is it warm in here or is that just you? When it comes to kissing, you get your drive from the lure of romance. For you, it's more than a meeting of the lips. You appreciate kissing for the rush and for what it symbolizes. Long-stemmed roses, candlelight dinners, and weekend retreats to bed and breakfasts. Sound about your speed?You're a kissing partner who can go beyond the sweet surrender of locking lips to discuss the meaning of relationships. To really express yourself, you're probably one who's concerned with setting the proper mood. You might light a fire or take your date to a beautiful lookout before cuddling and kissing. You probably like to make a lot of eye contact, gently hug and touch your date, and talk tenderly about your feelings.While your intensions are pure, your intensity might sometimes be a little overwhelming. Don't forget that being playful can also be a sign of affection, and remember, sometimes a kiss is just a kiss.

haha... i think they are damn funny... not exactly true though.... am i really lyk tt??? oops... hehe

My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
11:36 AM

Are You a Sex Goddess?

A brilliant bolt of lightning descends! SHAZAAM! The oracle has spoken!

The smoke clears to reveal that inside you is a divine being,
VENUS, the Goddess of Love and Beauty.

Let's just say that you are a deity with quite a fan club. Popular and pretty, you fill men with desire. Taking pride in your appearance, you have a very feminine way about you. Although you have perfected the art of innocent flirting, beneath that naive exterior lies a woman ready to hit the sheets and get busy. And once you're in the bedroom, your divine instincts take over. Smooth as silk in sexual situations, you know how to make your lovers melt. And you awe men with your sexual confidence and skilled performance. You are a diva of delight. Suddenly, like a light from the heavens, your partner discovers your true inner nature. Behold, the skies proclaim, here lies a goddess!

wahaha... another tickle quiz!!! fun fun fun!!!

i am Venus!!!

Greek Goddess of LOVE wor!!! FAMOUS CHIO BU LEHZ!!!

but i prefer her Latin name...

APHRODITE

nice nice nice...

should make zhu take it...

hope he is ARES!!!!!

Greek God of War.... FAMOUS SHUAI GE WOR!!!!

me crazy le...

i LOVE Greek Mythology

My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
10:53 AM

Piercings

thinking of getting a conch piercing... haha...

after seeing carmen do it i am so tempted sia...

budden my mum will most prob kill me...

haha..

zhu says no more piercings... hehe

sian la... prelims are over...

that means o's coming le...

damn...

haha i too bo liao le... took a Tickle Quiz

Do You Know Datespeak?

What You Say

You get an "A" for effort! You always intend to speak the truth, but sometimes you can't help but twist your words a bit. As a general rule, you're straightforward and sincere. Hats off for that much. Honesty is a rare quality in the dating scene. There's a lot of tip-toeing around the heart of a subject. You've managed to find a way to communicate your message clearly — most of the time. Good work. Whether this comes naturally for you or you've learned the hard way, you know that that misleading a guy can result in a messy situation. You know he can't read your mind, and you probably don't have the patience to wait for him to pick up on your cues. You avoid the typical game-playing that so often accompanies dating. By speaking the truth, you demand — and most definitely receive — lots of respect from the men you date. You realize that speaking in code doesn't get you very far, so you refrain from using it as much as possible.

What You Believe

You pretty much take what he says at face value. You don't search for too many hidden meanings in his words. Of course, there's a part of you that's aware that there could be underlying messages. But you'd rather give him the benefit of the doubt than dwell on disbelief. Although this trust reflects a great amount of respect for the guy you're with, it's probably a good thing to maintain some cynicism. It's common for people to say things they don't necessarily mean, or throw in a white lie or two to avoid an awkward situation. Until you know his intentions, it's smart to hold onto a healthy dose of skepticism. Much to your credit, however, it seems as if your first inclination is to trust his words, which reflects your open, honest nature. Good for you. Although he won't always speak his mind, your straightforward ways will make him more inclined to follow your lead and communicate directly. You'll be well on your way to cracking the datespeak code!

haha... so i guess i am pretty good at it la haha...

bored....

zhu at bball match... he better dun come back with more injuries lar!

meeting him tml... CANT WAIT!!! haha

My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
10:31 AM

Thursday, September 21, 2006

Finally Larh!

going to finish my prelims le... dun even feel lyk going for debrief sia.... cuz i noe all do badly can go die lo...

worse rite... itz not cuz i nv study wor... i juz din have ENOUGH time....

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!

i wish i din slack so much during my sec 1 2 3 years la

itz not lyk i dunno how to do...

i mean i dunno how to do lar...

budden is all noe half half half....

cuz not enough practise or cannot cramp 3 years worth of knowledge into my brain in 30 day lo... itz lyk 1 year's worth of knowledge in 10 days

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i shall go into depression and commit suicide.....

dun have to worry abt stupid exams....

unless in hell they still got exam to see which level of hell u go to...

then i shall kill myself in hell

furthermore so many ppl see me as an eyesore lo

i hate the fact that ppl hate me

My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
10:32 AM

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

No Presents

hey guys... haha...

MY BDAE COMING LE!!!!!

haha...

but juz a point...

dun get me presents kkz?

cuz this year i bought lots of presents for lots of ppl...

and i noe it is a headache to think of wa to buy for ppl la...

haha...

so DUN buy presents for me kkz?

u can stay up til 12 to msg me in the nite...

haha... that'll be good enough for me!!!

very happy now...

i wonder who will be the first??? hehe...

My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
12:39 PM

My Cousin's Getting Married

so y am i not happy for her?

haiz.........

cuz is shotgun

sad la... y lyk tt?

2nd of oct is the guy go the gal's hse for the dowry stuff de

8th of oct is the buffet dinner...

hmmm... she's only 7 years older than me wor...

but i oso not very close to her... and her bro oso shotgun... her mum oso shotgun...

i think its sad la...

budden at least her mum-in-law lyks her.... i think...

i hope she got a cute chubby baby ba...

then maybe she wun always so crazy le...

i dun lyk it when ppl dun lyk me... i think it's very sad... i mean not everyone muz lyk me la... can be indifferent to me ma...

wadeva...

sometimes things are juz not the way we wan it to be...

My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
11:09 AM

PDA Vs. PDL

i CANNOT stand couples who keep touching each other in publice place lo...

PDA is ok la...

but wad they are doing is NOT PDA..

PDA mean Publice Display of Affection...

kissing or lying on each other's shoulder is a display of affection...

GROPING (if it is spelt correctly) is NOT PDA...

is not a display of affection can?

is PDL Public Display of Lust ok?

seriously... u wan touch each other.... can... do it discreetly la... dun have to on the bus touch touch touch... giggle squirm and attract other ppl's attention...

is a BUS... got little kids around... u oso udn wan to pollute their innocent mind rite?

ppl take bus to get from place to place...

not to watch free porn or anything lyk that lo...

sian la!

My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
8:39 AM

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

See You Try

ok la... i muz say i am very very evil.. but since only close frens will be reading my blog an di NOE they dun diss me i can be evil! my convo on msn with carmen...

=　Pigs will be Pigs. They just can't help it.　= says:
haha
chiong loi now reading xiaxue blog while ppl read my blog
wahaha!!!
anyway i noe joanna they all read my blog
cannot give anyone my password arh!!!
hahaha
i wud love to see them try get in
lalalala
see if they dare ask me for password not
i WUN give!!!
anyhow go tell jy and her dumb bf wad i put on my blog and they come flame me
evil ppl cannot have access wor
RMB!!!!

resistance is sooooooo futile. says:
siao.
like they will come ask me like that.
even their gd friends last yr, like sindy and kristine, they also like very long nvr talk to liao.

=　Pigs will be Pigs. They just can't help it.　= says:
haha
ooo
dunno them la
wahaha
i wun love jiahao to come and give it to me
i mean get it from me
then i will tell him only sj ppl and angmoh get my password
BAH!
hahahaha
then he can tell ppl he got one more excuse to become angmoh
cuz he wan my password
wahahahaha
i am evil

resistance is sooooooo futile. says:
zzz.

=　Pigs will be Pigs. They just can't help it.　= says:
wad...
really ma

think u guys can guess who is who la hor...

BAH!

who cares abt those ppl...

rocking my life rite now...

zhu say he go home call me...

waiting waiting waiting

WAIT SO LONG LER!!!!!

GrrrRRRrrRrrrrrRRRRrrr.....................

shall go off le...

daddy scold me....

=(

My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
1:07 PM

Zhu Rox!!! So Does Faifai... =)

hmmm... zhu really very nice... yesterday he say actually wanna come my hse...

nice nice nice nice nice

budden... i rather u go ur frens bdae lo... hehe...

dun see me le la!!!!

cuz i got one more month to start to xi guan life without u

lemme learn kkz?

faifai very nice oso?

yesterday i very sad and very sian...

and faifai pei me talk whole day...

oso gimmi the script for the password thingy now on my blog

today i not so sad le la... budden...

WADEVA LA!!!!

btw... for ppl who are reading my blog now rite? kindly dun anyhow give my password out hor... i trust u then give u de... otherwise next time i change password dun tell u le...

i had mos burger today... realised i dun really dun lyk it that much la

juz cuz of one person dun lyk to eat a kind of fast food is a dumb thing la..

the new... or maybe not so new Oyaka Rice Burger.. should be spelt lyk that... is nice!

although abit big hor... budden looks nice... smells nice... taste nice...

hmmm... dun think i can finish alone la...

wad happened to me lo... the last time crazy gal... who can eat so much and juz heck... the one who loves to sleep... and chocolates... and marshmallow...

WHERE DID THAT GAL GO TO?????

she disappear le... now is this sad gal who worries abt every single thing.... stresses abt everything.... even chocolate marshmallow lost their lustre... everything is lacklustre now!!!

dun really lyk to eat le... dun feel lyk eating half the time... cant get to sleep no matter how much i wan to...

i wish o lvl was over...

i wish ppl will stop assuming things abt me...

i wish i was the old me...

i wish i did have to care so much abt IRRELEVATE things...

ARGH!!!!

i am in depression!

hahahahahaha....

SIAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

depression my ass.... i juz abt stress can... o lvl over then no fear....

I CANT WAIT!!!!!!!

My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
8:44 AM

Monday, September 18, 2006

I Am Such A Failure!!!!

argh!!!! i cant stand it... i love this blog too much..

those ppl who hate me can go and die... argh!!!!

i shall blog here...

lalalalala... u so smart go find out my password and hack into here lo...

BAH!

anyway.... was asking myself why am i stoning at home and not spending quality time with my zhu... then i rmbed that he go to his fren's bdae party...

BAH!

so now i got faifai for company...

and i got my....

COMPUTER!!!

changed my blog skin...

set up a new blog

lets celebrate the brith of a new blog!!!

to its credit...

it survived for 4 hours lehz...

then it got deleted...

BAH!

i miss my zhu!!!

he's going NS soon!

i am gonna die!!!

scarly later he go there then see all the shuai guys there and fall in love with them!!!

even worse... he kena tortured by his officers then find out that he is into SM!!!

oh no!!!

zhu! dun go NS!! defect! go overseas! dun come back!

budden lyk that i oso cannot see u...

then he go overseas lyk Japan and see all the kawaii jap gals and fall in love with them how?

or go europe and fall in love with the pretty blonde bimbos?

even worse go korea and fall in love with tranversites!!!!

aiyo... or to the greenland and fall in love with some eskimos..

i being a little crazy here la... desperate attempt to cheer myself up... should stop wallowing in self pity la... lots of ppl out there care for u de!

My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
12:20 PM

Honestly

i dun think i will keep away from this blog long... budden... haiz... i dunno la... til i feel happier then i come back to blog... i love my this blog too much... but ever since i posted up how i will prefer sex to masturbation then did i realise the number of my frens who are reading my blog... argh... and these ppl dun understand me at all!!!

ITZ A JOKE!!!

okok... itz not... i mean... who cares if i am a virgin or not rite? which guy or gal will prefer their hand or fingers to the real thing..

seriously...

i am going to fuck the next person who ask me if i am a virgin or not and screw that person upside down... then ask the person of that answers ur question...

but smarter ppl will realise that it doesnt answer the question...

cuz whether i am a virgin b4 i screw that person is another matter

and dun even let me go into how difficult it is to proof if soemoen is a virgin or not...

brainless fucks who come my blog with nth to do and insult me...

My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
10:56 AM

BAH!

i shant blog anymore cuz i am so darn upset... wish to say that today i stayed home and studied lots...

BUT NOOOOOOOOOOOOO

i stay at home and sulked and wallowd in misery

maybe i am really suffering from depression..

BAH!

wadeva

my eyes are now damn swollen and i look lyk shit...

thank god i din go out today...

pity whoever who goes out with me...

i shall have a new blog where no one can go!

i shant tell evil ppl wad is my new blog add...

if i feel better and happier then i come back to blog...

becuz this blog is getting damn depressed...

LOVE MY NEW BLOGSKIN!!!!

My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
9:18 AM

Saturday, September 16, 2006

OMG!!!!!

xiaxue agrees with me!!!! that cros are disgusting and the ugliest things ever invented!!! see her blog post on 15 sept 2006

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!

My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
10:59 AM

Enriching Talk

hehe... i had BIO LESSON today b4 school started with szeyan meimei ka suan(dunno if i got her name rite) and sylvia... haha...

u noe hor... when a guy ejaculates rite... the sticky white substance that comes out... the clear liquid that is the seman and the white is the sperm...

so that means if ur bf has thick white cum rite... is very good la..

if it is translucent hor... hmmm.. got prob le...

hahaha

ok la... thats lame... and thats not my point la... but WADEVA...

hmmm... today after chinese ppr... when they counting the ppr that time rite... for some reason i was seized by a sudden fear... i juz dunno wads happeneing to me recently... muz be going crazy la... i keep worrying abt sth that i think wun happen... but each time i convince myself that it wun happen... i fstart thinking that wad if i am wrong? drving myself crazy.... it was nv lyk that b4... i dunno why did i juz suddenly become lyk that... wad happened to the confident me? or maybe becuz this time it is so different... i suddenyl so lack confidence... this is not my game anymore... i dun feelin control of anything at all... suddenly feeling very lost... i invested too much in this game... i have got too much to lose this time.. if anything were to go wrong... i would lose everything... the difference is perhaps too much... i dunno... maybe i made the wrong choice this time... becuz i would lose utterly and completely...

ppl pls dun ask me wads wrong... i am aware that lots of ppl are patronizing my blog... maybe not alot... but there are ppl whom i wouldnt lyk for them to come... but i cant do anything... so stop guessing and complaining abt me... i am so sick and tired of it...

and for ppl who really care lyk my zhu and faifai and lynn and carmen and more... dun worry its juz PMS... i juz need to let off some steam...

i love you and i miss you my zhu....

My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
10:39 AM

What A Bitchy Girlfriend

hmmm... today went to bugis... Mos Burger with zhu after my chinese paper... dumb ppr la... dun wan talk abt it...

anyway... at Mos Burger... got this.. i presume.. to be a couple sitting behind me la... the guy was sitting there when we got there le... then... the gf came after a while... according to zhu when she got there she juz threw her file on the table.. so rude can?

then he guy bought sth for the gal to eat la... then she started scolding someone... dunno who la... juz sounded very pissed and she was so bitchy la...

she was saying 'excuse me. EXCUSE ME??? u dun understand english izzit? BU HAO YI SI!!! Oi! u dunno chinese oso arh?!?'

so rude can... then i snuck a peek behind me... she eat the veg burger....she eat the burger til... so... i dunno la.. lyk the burger de zui her lyk that...

scary can?

haha... then zhu say if i were that guy i would juz walk away lo...

haha

i agree lo..

my bro's bdae.... going to cut cake le!!!

My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
9:36 AM

Friday, September 15, 2006

Carmen Rox!!!

hehe.. love love love my sweet darling carmen... hehe...

today go eat soul garden with carmen... hehe... i sit down there wait for food then carmen go take!!! hehe

then she lyk my mummy lyk that... do everything for me!!! hehe..

she cook... take food... take bowls... make sure i dun use the chopstick that use to take raw food to eat... take drinks... hehe... EVERYTHING!!!

carmen rox rox rox... hehe

lalalala

and then rite... amoz say carmen is les... is damn funny lo... cuz that means he thinks i am les too....

apparantly amoz told shawn that carmen is lesbian... then shawn ask carmen if it was true... hehe... then carmen say it was true... then her fren say she can stand witness to that cuz she is carmen's les partner....

HOW CAN???????

carmen's mine can???? MINE MINE MINE!!!!

GRRRRRRRRRR....................

then i ask amoz lehz... u say carmen les? did u see her with another gal? cuz i am very jealous lehz...

then being the terrible liar that he is he lied that he nv say anything...

BAH!

hate him...

and i saw this book titled 'Aman' at kinokuniya.... however it is spelt i dunno la... nice! interesting! but i bo lui... =(

sianz la.... i bought marshmallow!!! love me tml lynn! hehe..

My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
12:33 PM

Things I Hate (Continued)

i hate crocs... esp the fake ones... awful disgusting shoes..

i hate exams

i hate backstabbers

i hate quarrels

i hate irritating ppl...

thats all... hehe

My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
12:10 PM

A Series Of Weird Dreams

i keep having weird dreams recently... esp abt... relationship... not juz BGR... but all kinds... wth... how come no dreams abt exams... alamak... hehe... anyway now i am damn tired... study physics... zhu still sleeping... sms him later... even though i think the pig probably wun hear his phone ring... but shall not take chances... lalala... sianz... i wanna change my blogskin again... hmmm... budden oso dunno change to wad... see first ba... tired... gotta go school soon le..

My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
12:47 AM

Thursday, September 14, 2006

Nice Movie, Horrible Dream

hmmm.... i watched Troy juz now... so nice!!! hehe... Brad Pitt so shuai there... Achilles rox man!!! yeah!!! loving the show lots and lots... gonna watch Cleopatra tml morn... hehe.. no need go school til 11... lalalala... haha!!! hmmm.... Troy got Helen.... Cleopatra has obviously got Cleopatra... the 2 great beauties who are in the same level of hell as me!! wahaha... diaoz...

then i went to sleep juz now... terrible la... vomited twice le... then i dream... damn scary la... i dreamt of zhu... then he say wan break with me... then... i oso dunno wad happen... actually the dream i was with my frens at the zoo... then i rmb zhu saying he wanted to go to the zoo... then i was telling myself find time go with him b4 he go NS... is very logical dream lo... then suddenly i was at the void deck... then zhu say wan break... then i started laughing... say he always bluff me... then he say i am serious... i totally freaked la... wa lao... i say ok lo... if that is wad u wan la... then i walk away... then he became shearn chong... and shearn tell me can u dun always think abt me? wad abt u? are u going to be happy? then he became dennis... and i started crying saying that i am so sorry i hurt him so much and made him so unhappy... then suddenly he became wei en... then he say that i make him very not happy cuz i din wanna have sex with him... and i juz kept crying and crying and crying... then i was at the void deck again with zhu... and zhu tell me he was juz kidding and he will always be here for me no matter wad...

then i dunno wad happened... i juz woke up after that... and i was really crying lyk crazy la... my pillow all wet le... weird dream... and then i feel lyk everything going so wrong... haiz... dunno wads wrong with me la... eat dinner... vomit everything out... wad the hell is wrong with me? going crazy le...

and i lost my voice... maybe vomit too much.. my throat hurts..

i miss zhu so much!!! argh..............

My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
11:12 AM

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

Things I Hate

i think i hate a lot of things lehz... hmmm.... these things are not in order of the most hated... =)

i hate ppl who lyk to make those squeaky noises with their shoes... lyk when they wear the latex bball shoes then they cross their ankles and start shaking one legz and the rubber running tgt willl create that irritating noise

i hate ppl who squeeze pass ppl who are obviously getting off at the same bus stop or mrt stop to get off first... lyk wth... will still get off de ma... so kiasu for wad? get off first got prize arh...

i hate the dark.... makes me feel lyk i am all alone... and too much out there that i cant see and dun know...

i hate not knowing stuff...

i hate feeling inferior to others...

i hate being alone

i hate irritating cab drivers who ask which road we would lyk to take... i mean if i wanted a specific road i would tell u ma... and obviously i would want the fastest and cheapest route la.. if someone take a cab usually means that person is late, dunno how to go to the place, or filthy rich... wads the point of asking?

i hate ppl who hate other ppl for no reason... lyk... 'i dunno y i hate her... i juz do...' that is a pathetic..

i hate ppl who hate others for pathetic reasons... lyk 'i hate her cuz her eyes look weird'

i hate lizards

i hate insects

i hate self-sentred ppl

i hate ppl who criticize my spoken english...

i hate ppl blowing their noses in exam halls

i hate teachers who interupt student during exams

i hate stupid ppl.... meaning ppl who do stupid things even though they are not mentally handicapped

i hate the ti co men who lyk to stare at gals

i hate dumb ppl asking us to do survey and thinking i am in poly or already working... i am only 16 can?

i hate ppl asking us to do dumb surveys

i hate ppl who say do this survey got free stuff... then ask u to attend dunno wad stupid presentation or wad shit to get the 'free stuff'

i hate arrogant ppl

i hate liars... becuz i lie... and is quite apt at it so i noe liars are scary... but that doesnt mean i cant hate them juz cuz i lie

i hate smart-alecks

i hate lousy liars

i hate ppl who chao geng...

i hate ppl who always say 'i dunno abt u but i do blah blah blah' and then insist that they are not saying u are not doing the same as them

i hate ppl who lyk to slam ppl online and refuse to put their names... cowards...

i hate ppl who slam ppl online using other ppl's name

i hate ppl who sms other and ask 'would u lyk to have phone sex?'

i hate ppl who tell me that i dun understand...

i hate guys who use cliche pick up lines

i hate ppl who cheat on their other half

i hate ppl who tell me they hate me

i hate ppl who lyk to show off

i hate ppl who take advantage of others

i hate ugly ppl who think they are beautiful... and is those really downrite ugly lyk jian bu de ren.. not the average ones...

i hate bu yao lian ppl

i hate to go down slopes on skates

i hate bo liao emails that curse u if u refuse to curse others

i hate stupid sex mails that always find their way in my inbox

i hate ppl who always put their msn status as away or busy when they are not

i hate the way time always passes so fast when u dun wan it to

i hate ppl who can stay thin effortlessly

i hate ppl who critcize me... unless it is helpful criticism

i hate buses whose aircons are too cold or too hot...

i hate bo liao ppl who write virus

i hate ppl who break promises

i hate ppl who pangseh

i hate bo liao ppl

i hate ppl who lie during truth or dare

i hate ppl who dun dare to carry out their dare during truth or dare

i hate ppl who hang up immediately when they call wrong number.... at least apologise for disturbing ma

i hate ppl who vent their angry on others... esp if that person did not piss u off in the first place

i hate ppl who pretend to sleep on mrt or buses so they dun have to give up their seats..

i hate ppl who say i dunno not cuz they dunno how to answer the question asked but becuz they dun wanna tell u the answer..

i hate ppl who lyk to act lyk they damn sey when they are not

i hate ppl who litter

i hater who torture animals

i hate molesters and rapist

i hate parents who lyk to say 'why u compare urself to someone lousier than u... u think their parents very good go be their child la...' and then go on to say 'look at blah blah so good.. why u cannot be gua lyk him' i feel lyk telling them 'u think their child be very good go be their parents la!'

i hate the pressure parent nowadays parents put on their children

most of all...
i hate myself...
cuz i probably committed 3/4 of the things that i hate... hehe..

actually still got alot... juz cant think offhand rite now...

My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
7:30 AM

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

I Am Lame, So Is My Bro

out of sheer boredom and lack of conviction for studying... i did this dumb test... very bo liao...

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Second Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	Very High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Moderate
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	High
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Low
Level 7 (Violent)	High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Moderate

Take the Dante's" Inferno Hell Test

Second Level Of Hell

You have come to a place mute of all light, where the wind bellows as the sea does in a tempest. This is the realm where the lustful spend eternity. Here, sinners are blown around endlessly by the unforgiving winds of unquenchable desire as punishment for their transgressions. The infernal hurricane that never rests hurtles the spirits onward in its rapine, whirling them round, and smiting, it molests them. You have betrayed reason at the behest of your appetite for pleasure, and so here you are doomed to remain. Cleopatra and Helen of Troy are two that share in your fate.

ok..... i am very lustful... diaoz... and i am malicious... hehe... my enemies beware!!!! wahaha... eh... budden Cleopatra and Helen of Troy are lyk history's most famous babes... hehe... does that mean i am lyk damn pretty beautiful chio or wadeva tooo???? hehe.. alrite.. i am crazy... driven crazy by my bro who insist on repeating goo-goo-gaga... after that stupid show Little Man... i dun even noe when he watched it... it WAS nice... now it is stupid... cuz my bro juz irritated the hell outta me... he should beware!!! i am MALICIOUS!!!

*evil laughter sounds and echos around ur room*

i juz proved i am out of my mind... dots...........................

My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
9:44 AM

Diaoz..... -_-'"

zhu once told me that he often buy Adidas clothes... cuz converse is too common and the rest are too hard to get... well... i guess Adidas is quite common too... juz today i saw 2 guys... 2 old ah pehs actually.. wearing this white and black shirt that zhu has... how totally diaoz seriously lo.... and not 2 cute guys... is ah pek lehz... and one of them look damn ti co la.... i think zhu should can his choice of clothes....

got sudden craving for campbell soup.... budden my hse no more le... need to stock up... damn...

My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
9:15 AM

ZzZzZ................

hmmmm.... very tired... had emath ppr 1 and ss today... ok la... not too bad... o would even say emath was relatively easy la... budden i still wun score... nv complete the stupid ppr...

hmmm... zhu should be on his way to work le la.... he got sunburned... hehe... roast pig... tired... shall take 40 winks then try to study again...

wink wink wink..
wink wink..
wink wink..
wink....
wink wink.......

yawnz..................................................

My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
7:27 AM

Monday, September 11, 2006

I Am So Dead

argh.... haven eaten the whole day... not hungry at all lo.... dun feel lyk eating.... irritated... tml prelims le... with the fever frying my brains dunno wads gonna happen tml... now do vectors halfway... then suddenly dunno wad the hell am i doing... keep having calculation error.... wad am i gonna do.... going crazy... headache... i am so dead...

My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
10:39 AM

Happy Birthday Jia Feng!!!

ook... today jiafeng's bdae... ya...

happy birthday

good luck for prelim

one year older

getting more cute

get a gf soon

blah

blah

blah

blah

blah

all that crap la... he wun get to read this anyway.. and my brains are mush...

pig brain stewed in milk....

with marshmallow and ice cream....

My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
7:20 AM

Slopes...

i look at Slope and stick my tongue out at it and say "Nanny nanny poo poo. Me not scared of u le! humph!" Slope gives me a very very sad look...... giggling madly i walk away.... then i give evil laughter~!

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!

hehe... ok la... bit sot sot... muz be becuz of the fever la... burning my brains out... wanna try fried brains? thats sick... i noe...

anyway... that was juz lame... i triumphed over slopes! hehe... how do u actually stick ur tongue out and talk at the same time... weird ya? hahaha... craps...

having this terrible headache thats pissing me off... and making me piss my bro off... not my fault k? he irritate me first de....

hmmm.... heard that masturbating can cure flu... or at least make u feel better... haha.... but me prefer SEX!!!

.................. that juz proved that my brains are seriously fried...

yada yada yada yada.........

a cute kitten i found last time... when me still lived in Simei Green.. under my block near the lift... brought it home... cuz it kept following me into the lift... mummy took one look at it and screamed at me to put it back downstairs... so sad... i took the lift up to the ninth floor... and could still hear it meowing on the first floor... mummy even tot i brought it back up again... missing the pure white cute little kitty...

My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
6:59 AM

Evil Lynn

was telling lynn how zhu almost killed me on the stairs there... cuz we going down the slopes.... then she say when i roll down will become pork sausages... so bad la.... evil...

this is the ugly evil disgusting lynn... yuckz... look lyk tan eng chiu... hehe... budden tan eng chiu is prettier and has better figure than this ugly evil disgusting lynn...

MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!

My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
4:38 AM

Skating!!!

WOOT~ yesterday went skating at east coast park... haha... poor dear had to wake up at 11 to go get the skates... and then i had to wake up to call him la.. dots... then when zhu at the office he call me.. then i go east coast the mac meet him...

so ma fan lo... zhu go office then wad the office dunno which door lock then he dun have key then cannot open the door... then he say go east coast rent... then he call again and say he waiting for the owner of the warehouse to open the door as they on their way there le... ma fan la! budden is he ma fan oso not me... hehe... i am sooo evil..

anyway... we after we finished eating... we wore our skates la... then zhu say he wanna go toilet... then i called my fren.... budden the more i talked to her... the more nervous i got la... FIVE months nv touch skates le lehz... wa... gonna die this time for sure... then zhu say i cannot regret le... argh... so skate lo...

haha... not bad la... at least i din fall down... whew.... budden probably it has got to do with him holding my hands all the time... haha... skate skate skate.... my foot started hurting... and it started drizzling.. haha... then zhu skate lo... and he pull me along.... so shuang... hehe...

then... got lost at east coast... hahaha... couldnt find the way to get to the bus stop to take the bus to tampines... cuz there got some Fila sale or sth then zhu wan go there buy stuff... then lucky i smart... haha... then we found 1 underpass... hehe.. budden it was damn scary la... cuz the path to the underpass the stairs rite... was sloping downwards... then wa... damn scary... cuz couldnt stop... then lucky zhu turned in time... then... erm... i oso dunno wad i did... jiu shi nv fall down the stairs la... haha...

then... we found ourselves near bayshore... i was lyk... where the hell are we supposed to go le... then lucky i smart again... haha... we went to a bus stop got 10 and 14 and 40 and 43 i think... haha... zhu is so lucky he got such a smart gf... hehe... took 10... and got to tampines...

got so many ppl at the sale zhu say go eat first cuz he wan drink water.. hehe... we go eat Pizza Hut... hehe... got one damn cute guy there!!! work there de... he very cute and shuai lo... haha... then zhu was lyk u wan his number? i help u get wan? haha... then i tried to look at the guy's nametag... budden cannot see... hehe..

i was playing with me food la... then the cute guy walk pass and look at me then look away... then he look back at me with this incredulous look lyk wad the hell is this gal doing? then when he saw that i was looking at him he quickly look away and walk away... then he almost crash onto his collegue infront of him... hehe

zhu say got other cute guys... then he pointed them out to me... so ugly de lo... then got one when serving us that time juz lyk stare at me... then zhu say wa.. ppl look at u lehz... wad he looking at? haha... i was lyk my bf sitting rite here u still so happily look at me... zao si lo.. then zhu say how come i got cute guy to see he got no cute gal to see? haha... so funny lo...

we couldnt finish the pizza... cuz zhu say he very full le... then me lehz... got flu... then slight fever... got very pek chek lo... cuz my both nose was stuffed.. then need to breathe and eat at the same time through my month... irritating...

we went to pay.... then the cute guy was at the counter lo... haha... budden he look at me.... then walk away... haha... then when we leave rite... i told zhu... aiya... din get to see his name... haha... then zhu got 'angry' hahaha... say i leave the place le still thinking of the guy... haha

then zhu sent me home lo... budden got home realised my parents not home... then ask zhu come up pei me... haha... then he stay til abt 9.. cuz my parents say the dinner very fast de.. in the end they got home at 11 plus... wth... zhu say they will come back at around 10.30 lo... budden i din wanna risk it.. should have ask zhu stay later pei me somemore...

so much exercise in one day... at least i can go down gentle slopes le... happy... tired... budden this morn i wake at 6 plus lo... cuz headache... then flu... thoughout the nite sleep awhile wake up lo... almost every half hour wake up.... irritated... haiz...

this is much a freaking long entry lo... cuz i damn sian... and head damn pain... faifai doing dunno wad IMF thingy that is very boring... zhu at bball comp... hope zhu win lo... headache...

My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
2:31 AM

Saturday, September 09, 2006

More Pictures... (cuz i am bored)

the cute yi jue~! ke ai de ah dong

i think it is not fair how my baby always look better than me... =(

how can she look so cute so effortlessly?

even when she's acting lyk tt...

why ain't i as blessed as her? i seriously look lyk a pig.... so sad le... haha... dun wan upload le

My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
7:13 AM

More Pictures!!

but before that... hmmm... recently i am bored enough to go thru xiaxue's archives and read her past posts... and well.. she worked as a waitress for a period of time la... and for the dinner for Associated Banks of Singapore she discovered that "if u like Orange, u are an Indian. If u like Coke, u will possibly be a CEO. If u like sprite, u are a nobody. " hehe... and i love my coke!! so maybe i am gonna be a CEO... budden i love my ice cream soda too... hehe anyway... PICTURES

a little something sze yan made for me! so sweet!

this is the sweet sze yan!

this is one dumb photo take while i was on the bus when it was moving... focus was supposed to be the lights in the background... budden the lights turned out blur and the two St Pat's guys became the focus... so diao...

my school!!! nice rite? my photography skill not bad wor... hehe...

city hall. cant really see the words... but it was nice!

singapore biennale.. the balloons before it lighted up...

the first time the lighted it up.... i was lucky to take this picture... cuz we were warned not to use flash with our camera as it will cause the lights to go off... but the ppl din care!!! few seconds later all the lights on the ballons were out..

it was really nice when it floated up... budden the ppl continued to use flash... then the lights keep flickering off... and the emcee lyk got quite pissed... the ppl din care lo... until they realised that some parts the flash touched actualyl did not light up anymore... then they stop... so dumb...

i guess i'll stop here la... haha... the sudden influx of pics is because i finally decided to upload all the photos i was too lazy to put up last time... ahhaha... more next time... and i going to complain abt lishi le... hehe

My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
4:39 AM

Photos!!! (Of my zhu only... hehe)

taken on National Day... think fireworks above us? hehe

looks lyk a chipmuck... a very very pale one at that...

they say look lyk aaron poon... where got...maybe juz the hair... and the very un-tanned skin part... hehe

zhu'z crying... why? cuz we ordered cheesy bites at Pizza Hut... ans zhu cant eat muzh cheese... hehe
*Edited-- zhu say he wasnt crying... =x

nice cap... colour was black and white... but... supposed to look nicer jiu shi le...

haha... baby look at this photo and exclaimed... daddy got Tu Ya!!! rabbit teeth then cute ma... lyk the ke ai de yi jue...

our reflection on the mrt window... nice? hehe...

laatly our photo together... i was still looking at the reflection... diaoz..

hahaha... dun think zhu zhu will mind me putting up his photo ya? he's still sleeping anyway... =x hahaha... me juz thoroughly bored... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.......... mayybe more pics later?

My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
2:47 AM

Infidelity

hmmm.... was juz thinking abt it... then i decided that... wad i dunno wun hurt me... yup... thats my take on infidelity...

honestly rite... if u wanna hurt me... dun let me noe that u hurt me ya? cuz its sick lyk tt... unfortunately itz kinda hard to keep stuff from me if u let me find out even a little on it... if i wanna find out more i will not stop at anything la... so best if wanna do any to me... dun let me find out a single little bit abt it... hehe...

anyway... i always tot that i rather if u do anything wrong to me to let me urself rather than ppl tell me that u did it la... i get even more pissed lo... hmmm... seriously if u tell me u not interested in me le then u go find other gals and breakup with me rite.... itz muzh better as i wun hate u so much... and i wun kill u too la... budden hor.... if i find out myself or someone tell me that u lied to me.... wahahaha... u can wait to die le.... budden by that time i may feel that assholes lyk u dun deserve my precious time with can be devoted to finding better guys... than u may get off lo...

btw... hehe... i forgot to add that when i went to Fei Zhu's hse on 6th of sept... his mummy ask him if he eating at home or going out to eat... then he say she cook lo... then he will go out to eat... hahahaha... then his mumy beat his pi gu!!! hehehehe... so funny lo... muahaha... me is EVIL.... hahaha

and zhu say he can make brownies... hmmm... will he make for me? hahahhaa..... how come lyk all my bf can cook well de... then make me feel so shi bai de.... hmmm... well... even though my cooking not fantastic lyk them arh.... at least edible rite.... dun suan me le... SOBZ....

My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
2:23 AM

Friday, September 08, 2006

Sian-ed

today was a totally sian day.... went to school to take the mock prelims... shagged... did rather badly lo.... sylvia reckons that i told my mum that i had amath yesterday purely due to the fact that my subconscious was reminding me.... my my conscious mind refused to acknowledge that... mr so ask me go home do the ppr 1.... did ok la... fail by few marks only... better than ppr 2 that i did today... budden maybe that is because he was goign through the ppr 1 answers today... haahha...

tml ahroy going to tekong le.... should i go send him off at the macdonald's at white sands tml? wondering... is at 12 lehz.... oso dunno who is going... wondering if any of the gals will be going.....

anyway... if it is my darling of cuz i will go de lo... budden is ahroy lehz.... hmmm.... honestly speaking.... say i am petty.... but i dun think i can ever forgive him.... or any of the guys for wad happened last year.... i am so sorry.... i juz cannot forget....

u do realise we wun be as close as last time le wun u? if it were our relationship last year i would not have hesitated to send off my mentor-advisor-best friend.... but now i am wondering if it is even worth me waking up early and making the trip down... such a simple thing to do... but i have done much more things for u all... not only was it not recognised.... i was even criticized and outcast for it.... i never expected to be appreciated... but wad i expected was diffinitely not that...

but hell... and wadeva... nth i can do abt it ya? over is over.... i juz wanna forget it.... but somehow that has proven to be an uphill task...

haha... and btw... someone used my name to say zhu on my tag board.... that wasnt me... really.... i wasnt in time to make it on the tagboard so i din post anything... hahahaha... maybe my little frens are back... =)

My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
12:01 PM

Thursday, September 07, 2006

One Month Anniversary

itz my one month today..... reveling in happiness.... hehe... itz very last min la this post...

went to watch Little Man with the Da Fei Zhu... hehe.... itz very nice!!! very funny... haha... zhu say he realised i lyk to kiss him in movies... haha... probably cuz i got short attention span... cannot tahan sitting on the uncomfortable cinema seats with nothing to do... zzzzzzzzzzzz......

then when to that coffee shop near the esplanade and marina square.... waited for the stingray for soooooooo long.... hehe.... but it was nice..... zhu went to buy everything then i juz sit there and wait... muahahaha... me so evil....

and darlings's mother very cute and nice... hahaha... he was sleeping la... then his mother ask me to watch tv and dun care him cuz he is a PIG!!! hehe... lyk his bro... then after that she open his bro's door and call DA ZHU yao sui dao ji dian? hahaha... then open darling's door and say XIAO ZHU hai sui arh ni... hahaha... so cute! the two bros really look very diff lo...

happy happy happy day for me.... hehe... even though supposed to go skating but some pig lazy... hahhaha loving ya 4ever... and a day more.... hahaha...

told my mum i was going to school for amath at 9am....... was thinking whether i REALLY had amath lehz... budden decided to spend my day with darling instead.... then at around 9 rite... half an hour after i reached darling's hse hor... i saw i got two miss calls from yuxin... i was thinking... y she call me? so rare that she contact me at all... so call her back... turns out there was REALLY amath mock exam at 9..... wth.... so zun lo... budden i at bukit panjung lehz... if i at home i take cab down.... but i so FAR.... so nv go... mr so say i tml then go... they taking ppr 2 then i will take both pprs together lo... sad...

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xoxo nikki
2:57 PM

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

So Full!!!

hehe... yesterday had the dinner with royston... not bad la the food... the steamboat... haha.... but then i think i had more fun during the class outing with carmen... hahahahaha... for some reason me and carmen cooked more edible food than the nursings.... hahaha... wasted a lot of food yesterday lo... cuz... lyk cook the crab then the crab not nice then nv eat.. then took alot of the seaweed... haha.. thats was me who took it... and the egg tofu... nice nice food... haha... then cannot finish... hahhahah... i eat ALOT wor.... louisa took lots of the fried stuff... SO FATTENING!! hehe... but very nice... then very funny.... i feed lishi the fried noodles... then one of the aunty working there saw... then she laugh and say lishi lyk small kid lyk tt... hahaha... lucky she nv say we lyk lesbians... haha... lishi is my darling nu er wor... my baby! hehe... after that we play Zhong Ji Mi Ma.. hahahaa... so funny lo... the poor guys are our subjects... hahaha then the one who tio have to choose truth or dare... hahaha... then i keep choosing truth when is my turn... lazy ma... then they ask me weird stuff lyk wad is my greatest fear... lyk they dunno.... so diao... and if i got lyk anyone younger than me... haha.. then in the end the change and say that cannot truth le only dare... then they ask me go twirl royston's hair.... then i walk to royston... actually is ok de... then he lyk kiss the air between me and him la... i was totally lyk wth!!! then he did it again!! and say... wad u got to do? kiss me? then he make that kissing thing again... i was totally lyk... wth!!! eeeew.... then i keep laughing.. then he say then u need to do wad? hug me? eeeeeeeeeeeeeeew.... so sick lo.... he lyk some sicko lyk that... =x then juz quickly ruffled his hair then run away.... eeeeeeeeeeeeee....... lishi very cute lo... haha...... so cute... anyway... later they threw a cake at royston.... or attempted to... haha... apparantly royston was 'flipping' around so that the cake wun tio too much on him... hahaha.... then one of the guys went lyk.... wa... roy can FLIP arh.... hahaha... so funny.... i din notice la... was trying to drag lishi away from the danger zone la... then for some reason she refused to budge... ahha.... then when the threw the cake i hid behind her.... then she tio ALOT of cake lehz... then i say i pull u away why dun wan go? then she say she tot stand there nvm ma... haha... then i say anyway within 2 metre radius of ahroy when they throw cake is danger zone ma! then she give me the very sad look... haha... poor thing... fei zhu wa angry yesterday... dunno abt wad... he say his teammates... oh well.. i dunno...

noticed that the ppl nv tag le... y? since yesterday lehz... haiz... i muz be crazy... missing their jokes.. hahaha... and fei zhu sounds pek chek on my tagboard... why? dun so angry lehz... wads wrong?

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xoxo nikki
2:11 AM

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

I Din Sleep

of cuz the last two post was crap... i din sleep the whole nite lo... couldnt get to sleep... juz lying on my bed stoning...then took out math to do... then til this morning lo... on my com... blog... then 11 go sleep... til now... juz brushed ym teeth... ate my brunch.... kinda dumb rite... later going for that dinner thingy.... dun wanna be lyk a panda la...haha lyk wad the fat pig says... pig with panda eyes.... pigs are SO cute..going to fall asleep soon le... oh no.... how come last nite cannot sleep now keep wanting to sleep??? die la...

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xoxo nikki
4:54 AM

I Wonder...

u noe hor... was thinking... then i realised.... how immature i was!! and almost all my ex-bf were... to think lynn said she tot i was more mature than them cuz i... been thru life more? or sth la... forgot wad it was.... i was damn immature can? seriously hor... i guess... aiyo.... i noe! that most of my ex treat me as only a younger sister... or juz a very good female fren.... no sparks... get it? dumb... and seeing that half of them were older than me... erm... so diao... still dun make sense... wadeva... i am still thinking thinking thinking.... maybe at times i am really too childish... making me lyk... i dunno... they treat me as they would a little gal ba... maybe i should stop being so childish ya?i can ba a rite bitch at times.... but only when provoked... i mean... no matter how tame a dog it will still bite when disturbed ya? i should stop using dogs as comparison... some fat pig reckons i am saying i am lyk a dog... well... seeing how i react when irritated... it is downrite bitchy..... seriously i dun even noe why i am blogging this.. been typing since abt an hour ago.... deleted lots of things... i guess wadeva written here will be published.... wad i typed previously made no sense to me... shagged

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xoxo nikki
2:33 AM

That Was Good

seriously... maybe those ppl should join the ultimate commedienne.... i got the speeling wrong la i think... budden who cares la.... think next time i should reply to the comments here ya? in case everyone mixes up me and those ppl... at least the ppl cannot lyk log in to my account rite... or maybe i should not reply... waste my time... they seem to be holding a very nice conversation themselves see? or maybe its juz one person... i guess i'll nv noe ya? anyway they are really funny... if not abit crude la... haha... budden entertaining ppl lyk tt is one thing... when ppl look at u and expect u to make them laugh is another... correct?? and i think they dun really mean to make me laugh la... supposed to get angry rite? haha... and another thing... the boobs thing are getting stale le babes... change topic ya? i got a tummy u noe... and me is really really fat... maybe can compare me with erm... i dunno... whoever u can think of lo... kkz? and i tot guys lyk small tight virginas... sorry to sound bit crude ya... but thats y they lyk to have sex with virgins no? cuz they are usually tighter than non-virgins de... its supposed to give the guy more feeling or sumtink de.... not sure la... seeing i am not a guy and everything ya... and really la... boobs are getting boring... u guys juz keep going on abt tissues and how small my breast are... try sumtink new? hmmm.... have fun ya? looking forward to more new stuff... everyday oso come my blog.. haha... i everyday got entertainment!!!!

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hehe.... got 100 fun here... can go count... hahahahha

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xoxo nikki
1:14 AM

Sunday, September 03, 2006

Oh... My... Gosh...

ok... i guess i am not the only one... zzzzzzzzzzzz.... been reading xiaxue's blog recently... found this interesting article....

http://xiaxue.blogspot.com/2003/05/today-i-am-gonna-write-abt-all-molest.html

hmmm... got this part where she was talking abt the time she was molested... and she was wearing school uniform... i went lyk.... omg... so i am not the only one... ok... i wasnt lyk really molested or anything la... at least up til this point no one touched my breast or my butt or anything la... and i seriously doubt their taste if they did lo... anyway.... as i was saying... i think was last yr ba... forgot when... i got this post on dirty old men.... hell.... maybe singaporean old men got this thing for gals in school uniform... fetish? or juz that they think school gals easier to prey on? maybe la.... seeing that each time i kanna i nv say anything... apparantly neither did xiaxue... and a couple other frens of mine when they were still in school... budden now hor... wa... should see them sia... and now rite.... even though they wear more revealing clothes.... they nv tio this kind of things le!!!!!! so diao hor... stupid old men.... not lyk i got anything against old men... only the pervertic ones.. lyk xiaxue din have anything against the erm... foreign worker... juz the pervertic ones ya?

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xoxo nikki
9:57 AM

Enough Le Ok.........

wads with these ppl anyway..... so childish!!!! omg... firstly i nv profess to have a great bod or anything la... and cups... god... i should have used the word champagne flute... i knew this would happen.... gosh... haha... i dunno whether to laugh or cry at their comments la... haha... lyk... its so terribly funny and so not me.... so obvious that i am not the one typing it lo... budden... i should be lyk damn upset abt it rite? i mean... haha.... its me they are insulting... but i think the funny parts out weigh the sad parts... thank god i am someone who can laugh at myself... hahahaha... wenjie says they are childish... haha... and that whoever so kong xian everyday come my blog muz lyk me alot... hahaha.... then i am lyk really pityful sia... got these kind of ppl lyk me... so i sincerely hope that they dun la.. kkz? cuz i got my own beloved le... hahahha... bleahx... hmmm... feeling lyk damn sleepy... anyway... gosh... yesterday i did the MOST ridiculous thing EVER.... til now i cant believe i did it.... omg... how can i do that... hahaha... poor me... poor poor me... hahaha.. muz have bin out of my mind... hahahahaha.... ok.. damn bored now la... darling now working.... then me so freakin bored... now dun even noe when is the dinner le... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.......................... sian sian sian sian sian.... anyway i wish those ppl will quit spamming my blog... i mean if u hate me so much why still go to the the trouble of visiting this place that belong to me so often? and please... i wish i had smaller boobs so juz SHUT UP! haha.. and then there are lyk wad... those silicon thingy that u can lyk put over ur breast underneath ur bra so u got bigger breast lo... dun have to lyk... use oranges... and tissues... SO CRUDE!!! =x

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xoxo nikki
8:31 AM