now having MOB... boring la... gotta do dunno wad group work... so sian.. reading sth abt some company tt i dun even noe existed... so sian la....
aiya... my com died juz now... now having ideas le... boring....hmm... and itz super cold here lo... freezing.... hmmm...
anyway... some pretty interesting things happened the other day... but i dunno if i can talk abt it lo... nvm...
i miss deardear so much... but i dunno la.... maybe i expected too much... wanted too much.... and thats y i keep feeling lyk tt... overall.... i dunno... i'm trying to change... haiz... maybe i should rmb so much... hold so much dear... then in that way... when he dun rmb... i wun feel so upset then... i juz... i dunno... wadeva.... really tired...
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
5:04 AM
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
Maturity
hmmm... my baby has all grown up! haha... got her bf now wor... and i hope that they wll both be happy tgt! =D love her lots and lots and i do hope that she will do take care... =)
and one thing to tell my son-in-law... u better take good care of my baby...otherwise i will nv let u off... =p
hmmm... i'm pretty sian now la... having econs... sianz la! haha but he say i present very good lehz... make me so shuai... haha... i getting very chidish le... how?!?! oh no haha... an di juz did a quiz on econs.. i got full marks on the second try... ahha... so exciting... i really very childish...how? haha
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
5:37 AM
Friday, April 20, 2007
Dum Dum Dilee Dilee
haha... for some dumdum reason me and lishi is crayz over that ridiculous cheer! haha... we think its lyk super fun and everything la! haha... and super fun to play oso!!! lalala
hmm... Cannibal Kings is oso super fun! A-lu muack muack, A-lu muack muack... whaha... however u spell that ridiculous thing...
one last one... X Speaks The Musical!!! wahaha! tt one i lyk the retard version oso... haha... so simply FUN!
but lishi is not joining CSCC lehz... i'm sad... hmmm... kor says that this sat will most lykly be the last event of CSCC that he will participate.... and i take it that the smae goes for all the other ex yr 3s... irregardless of guys or gals... but i cant go... thats sad... somehitng real shiok to lament abt...
maybe i'll try to find a way to wriggle out of everything... lets see how...
anyway... i suspect that i'm suffering from hairline fractures on my shoulders... and well on my way to getting hernia... -x
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
9:50 AM
Thursday, April 19, 2007
Its Ok... Its Alrite...
jiehui shall not cry.... jiehui shall not be sad... jiehui shall smile and say everything's ok and alrite
becuz jiehui is a crazy gal... jiehui is always happy... jiehui is always high... jiehui is close to her seniors... jiehui has close frens... jiehui nv slows down.... jiehui nv gets upset... and mostly becuz... jiehui has a kor that rocks the world...
so everything's ok... everything's alrite.... everything will be fine.... and jiehui will be happy
at least that is wad jiehui hopes that will happen....
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
1:16 PM
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
Headache...
argh... spend the nite crying...ya wadeva... having a huge headache... and th teacher is lyk super boring la... rite now in school... hmmm... and omg i love my korkor... he totally rocks... thanks so much... u noe those words really meant alot to me u noe... hmmm... i hope this koran dmei thingy will last oso u noe... i mean.. i really wished they would last... but most ppl usually dun take it seriously lehz.. haha.. ur the first who's lyk me.... =D and thats y i'm ur meimei...
hmmm... going out lishi later again... i'lll try hard not to be so grouchy le... hmmm...
not going for the bbq le.... u happy now? at most when u get stone drunk i juz sit there and stare at u... ya wadeva... haiz...
i guess maybe age does matter alot...
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
11:57 PM
Sad...
today... well... juz now... i went with lishi to bugis la... and we were trying to find a present for issac... and i got pretty pissed... cuz i was already not feeling well but i dragged myself up to bugis la... and lyk... we both forgot that edge wasnt there le... then.... we tried to find a present there... and i got pissed cuz lyk everything we could think of his ex had already given him... so i was very tired... then we went to visit korkor who was working at V8 Cafe... then... lishi tried to convince im to take neos lo... i wasnt really feeling up to it budden... oh well.. she was nice enough to pei grouchy me to bugis to find a present.... so i should humor her too rite... then in the end kor din wanna take... and lishi din feel lyk taking too... so ya... summarised my day... really tired... and honestly... nto feeling well.. so i shall juz go lie on my bed
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
12:50 PM
Sometimes
sometimes i juz wished tt there will be nth at all that bothers me... spent the nite talking to kor... i think he's lyk damn smart or sth la... i dunno la... i guess he let me see alot of things in his own weird way... i miss deardear so much... haiz....
today... i'm gonna try to get a present for his birthday.. but i have no idea wad to buy lehz... its lyk... i dun wanna give it to him on his chalet... cuz... wad if his frens see and everything? i mean... wa lao... i'm lyk damn poor la... i cant really buy anything... and lyk... his bro i think is buying him the PSP that he wans la... if everyone were to buy tt kind of presents... omg.. where can i find the kind of money.... regardless of how he says he dun wan any present from me rite.. i mean... it IS his 21st bdae afterall how can i lyk not get him anything... stress...
after dear's bdae... there's ahroy's bdae.... hmmm... that one can dun buy anything la... haha... he disappear for so long le... budden after that got my kor's bdae.... 20th... hmmm... i oso dunno wad to get him... how i wish i was rich la... instead if getting the meagre allowance that i get...
now is lyk gotta buy all the lecture notes and everything... got one book cost 57 dollars wor... how the hell am i gonna get the kind of money... if i ask from my parents they sure kao pei one... damn.... haiz... this is so darn irritating...
suddenly i have no idea how to face u... all of the sudden u have become a stranger to me... loving the stranger... haiz.... this is so complicated... and i'm really so tired...
sitting in the SP BizIT Library blogging using my fren's computer... cuz even my own computer is rebelling against me... it refuses to connect to the spwireless la! grrrr....
i din noe wad came over me yesterday.... i jzu felt do helpless suddenly.... and i jzu started cryign again... i think i'm becoming a freak... or schizoprenic... so tired....
anyway... wanna thank my korkor alot for talking to me yesterday... sorry to get u scolded or nagged or anything by ur parents... i had no idea u were in their room... sorry! do take care and drink lots of water during work today ok? u r coughing so badly... otherwise next time i dun give u choco le... and i go ren another korkor... haha.. then u cant 'ah bish' me again... =p
i miss u dear... alot.... i wish we could go back to the past again
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
5:12 AM
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
C.S.C.C.
hmmm today was the CCA drive lo... then i signed up cscc... hehe... hmmm... sounds fun ba... and the most embarrassing thing happened to me today... haha... i sorta become a stalker lehz... haha... so paiseh... cuz someone wanted to talk to someone she lyk... zzzzzzzzzzzzzz.... haha.... hmmm... nvm... abit bored lehz.... cuz lyk nth to do... wanted to go see dear play ball de... budden mummy wan me go home for dinner... sad... nvm... i jing shen shang zhi chi u dear! muackz! i think me kor very nice... except for the fact that he af bish me all the time rite... ahha... he's ok la... hmmm.. and daryl today say i smart wor! i'm so happy... haha... so sian la... bored bored bored... sth not very nice happened yesterday between me and dear... but i believe things will be fine...
i miss u lots dear...
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
12:23 PM
Saturday, April 14, 2007
Nothing To Do
hmmm... tml going sentosa... actualyl going to meet dear de... budden they say got space for sentosa then i go lo... hmmm... next week dear's bdae chalet... but got the CSCC BBQ oso... i wanna got tt oso!!! somehow muz find a way... i think tml at Sentosa will be fun.... and i got a new korkor oso.... and thats Liu Ziqing... and he is super shuai ok? and a very great guy.... and he's up for grabs!! haha gals should grab him quick... haha...
and dear... dun worry... i wun grab him... i'm still holding on to u tightly... hehe... and i wun ever let go too
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
11:58 AM
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
Back From Camp
alrite alrite... camp was actually over a long time ago... it wasnt too bad... but it din rock too much either the fun part was only the disco nite... but hey... who am i to complain huh?
anyway... my team... Brujah... rocks the world man! i mean.. alrite... the camp din rock.. my my team did... lalala.... experiences i wanna kepp in my heart... got to noe some really great ppl in the camp... Xampire Massacre... yea! i think alot ppl in my camp joining CSCC... maybe i'll join too! cuz lyk so fun...... tml go steamboat with the camp ppl... fun! then saturday maybe got go sentosa for the Revenge of the Xampires.... oh well... one thing i hate most abt the camp.... NITEWALK!!!!! ahhh!!! so damn scary.... i dun wanna talk abt it...
yesterday i finally saw deardear play basketball.... u rox!!!! MUACKZZ... loving ya lots... but do take care la... so not careful sprain ur ankle... and i'm so sry lehz... i din really pay attention to the game... cuz my head very pain... but dun worry abt me ok?
school oso started le... ok la... quite fun... but my class abit tame... i mean... for me this kind of siao siao ppl rite... erm... haha... u gotta be siao to not be tame... but they really damn nice ppl lehz... fun oso... wahaha... but maybe cuz now still not really noe each other well... soon sooon... hahah... anyway! DBA/FT/1A/01 really rock! love you guys!
BruJah! "Hi-5!" BruJah! "Great Success!!!"
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
11:28 AM
Friday, April 06, 2007
this is juz lyk a damn nice song... lalala... i love it... but i juz haven found the Mo Ri Zhi Lian one that is presentable or memorable...
well not lyk this is very good..... but wadeva la...
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
7:23 PM
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
A Sort Of Camp
oh well... i spent the weekend and friday at zhu's hse... he din go jolvin's party in the end... hmmmm.... too far he says... overall i was very happy to have spent the time with him.... i found and read some things that made me pretty unhappy though... it felt lyk my heart juz died or sth... and well... dear's ex called him... and... i dunno... he din answer the phone call at first... but the second time... well... i sorta forced him to pick up... i was telling him if he din i would... we were still debating who to answer and when he was abt too answer... she hung up... =x then almost immediately she called again... and i juz answered it... but i din noe wad to say so i juz passed to zhuzhu... the convo was short but not really sweet lehz... she was asking zhu out...
as his gf.... well.. i cant say i am jealous... cuz well... itz really nth... juz a phone call... and well... zhu has refused to reply or answer her msges and calls... although i'm not really sure thats true... nvm.... thats beside the point... point is.... as a female.... i can totally recognize that she still really lyk zhu..... and well.... the feeling of being spurned is one i totally understand... =x if her reaction was that in the phone call rite... i cant imagine wad was her reaction lyk when she found out that less than a week after he broke up with her he went out with me... haiz... and if he did tell her that we were tgt a long time ago.... the fact that she expected us to break up by now... says volumes abt wad she thinks of issac.... and even the kind of person issac is... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...........
but the thing that upset me wasnt that which was stated above... and that thing made me doubt everything u ever said to me... i dun see how it can be a white lie... i mean... u did not have to lie in the first place.... if that time i could ask u that question and give u that statement... wadeva made u think that i would mind... in fact... i would not even be surprised... but u juz had to lie... and i so naively believed u... actually... i wonder if it were naivity or stupidity.... wadeva...
i blogged in my previous post that i would be blogging less.... becuz wad is said here would only be things safe to be said.... others shall be seriously veiled... those that cant be veiled shall be drafted.. haha...
one more thing... tml i shall go for the CSCC camp... i'm not really keen on going... plus we cant bring our hp along there... so i shall be unable to contact deardear.... totally heartbroken.... haiz... at least it was lucky that lishi is going with me...
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
11:55 AM
Monday, April 02, 2007
this is juz lyk a damn nice song... lalala... i love it... but i juz haven found the Mo Ri Zhi Lian one that is presentable or memorable...
well not lyk this is very good..... but wadeva la...
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
10:56 PM
Welcome to My World...
my love
my never ending journey
and i am here to tell a tale to you.
wherever you go
whatever you do
i will be right here waiting for you.
whatever it takes
or how my heart breaks
i will be right here waiting for you.
Itz My Life...
`~ jiehui.nikki
`~ 10.10.1990
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`~ Naval Base Primary School
`~ Changkat Primary School
`~ Chung Cheng High School (Main)
`~ Singapore Polytechnic
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