Tuesday, July 31, 2007
Advicei'm kinda thru with giving ppl advice... i mean... i think if i were to take psychology GEMs rite... i would do pretty well... =x
i kinda dun get ppl who ask for advice... i think itz juz a natural reflex when u encounter a problem to ask for advice ba... i mean... haha... i do that too... but i still dun get why i ask for advice either..
becuz most of the time... dun u find that wadeva advice u give ppl or ppl give u is so cliche? lyk... u oso noe wad their saying... understanding is not a problem... is the exceution that proves to be slightly problematic...
i think if we all look hard enough into ourselves... then we would get the answer... perhaps the so called advice is.... juz to find someone who agrees on ur views... someone who can reinforce ur tots and tell u that ur not all that wrong to be thinking that way... and to do it is not considered going overboard...
anyway... i really dunno wad prompted me to start this post... all i noe is now i'm damn fucking hungry cuz everything that goes thru my mouth comes straight out loaded with lots of gastric juices and... i get a major stomache when i eat or drink and the stuff dun come out... so i'm damn fucking thirsty and hungry... damnit!
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
9:43 AM
Overspentaiyo... i'm lyk so dead la! i spend lyk 101 on my formal wear for the stupid Ideas presentation... thats excluding my shoes.. and lyk... i dunno...haiz...
and i bought 3 pairs of shoes la.. okok... 2... cuz lyk one is darling buy de... itz at his house and if i go and am wearing heels... and i need flats rite... then i can wear ma... =)
2 heels... one formal...which is damn nice... another is juz... normal heels... but damn cute! haha... lalala... i'm so happy with the things i bought... tho their abit ex...
oh well... i din buy anything for a long time le..
hmmm... and to day i din go sch... sick.. =( nvm
i ate the cheesy bites cheese fondue pizza from pizza hut! is lyk damn nice la! haha... and... hmmm.. we went Vivo City...and they have lyk this chocolate fondue thing... aiyo... aha... i over indulged this weekend... haha
happy weekend... a little scare that dear dear lost his key... silly thing... left it on his bike.. he's really silly cuz he told this bike owner who park the bike next to him that the guy din take his keys... then we were walking away la.. and the silly guy.. he left his own keys there... lucky he other owner was nice oso.... he kept the keys and gave us back...
i was really really sad when i tot he lost his keys... cuz i juz bought the milkbottle baby key chain on friday!!
u noe the Xing Yun Xing... erm.. My Shining Star i think... the 9 o'clock show that was on channel 8? they had this couple key chain? and i finally found it and bought it at Suntec... as far as i noe.. i dun think their selling it anymore... not until they restock... which i dun think will be soon la... cuz lyk... the lady say their Causeway pushcart oso no stock le... and i bought the last pair at their Suntec one... so all their pushcarts are out of stock!!
i was so sad dear lost his keys.. cuz he's gonna be in so much trouble... his locker cannot open... his house need to change lock... his bike oso need to change... and the milkbottle baby! no more le... even if i wanna buy another to give to him oso cannot le... the lady herself say she dun think they will restock... =(
but lucky he found it back... hehe..
i really need to study for MOB le... silly dumdum me...
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
2:13 AM
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
Hate Schoolafter the happy posts recently itz back to anrgy posts again...
i tot u guys say nvm de? then now u say in tt accusing way tt i dun go... wth...
i noe u will read this soon so this is not considered back stabbing ok? i'm juz complaining here cuz i bu hao yi si tell it to ur face...
but i'm really angry... oh well...
gal... if tml u all take lots of pics muz send me ok?always rmb to leave a space with taking pic to photoshop me in hor... =D miss ya lots.... and congrates on going from Ms Jessica Low to Mrs Jessica Lee... i love u lots... have a baby soon ok? so i can play with it... haha.. and stop asking me when will i have one of my own... recently everyone keeps asking me tt... =(
i miss my darling so muchie... lalala... another silly pic of him... hehe
I'M REALLY NOT THAT EVIL LO...
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
1:45 PM
Harry Potter and The Deathly HallowsOMG!!!i finished the book in one day! cuz itz juz SO DAMN NICE!!! okok... so many ppl died... but the peoplei wan dead are not... hehe...
SPOILER!!!hehe... i wished Harry died... i mean lyk.. i dunno... i love itwhen the main character dies... but he din... so sad...
not many things that i din expect in the book lo... only a few things... lyk... Dumbledore's dirty past... abit sad... but he's still a great guy.... juz too smart... too great... too amazing for a person so young... i guess the reason y he feels that love is the greatest power of all is cuz he would have turned out lyk Voldemort if he did not care for his sister and brother... =(
one more thing was Severus Snape... hmmm... i kinda expected him to be in love with Lily Evans... not exactly in love but crush i guess... wad i din expect was them to noe each other from such a young age! way before they got into Hogwarts they were neighbours and became great friends!
dobby died too... it was SO sad... the poor cute little thing... he din deserve to die... =( and Kreacher became NICE! i couldnt believe it... haha... but he DID! and he tidied up the 12 Grimmuld Place and cook nice food for everyone! everyone meaning Harry Hermione and Ron la...
the story is dark and sad... Tonks and Lupin died!!! itz not fair! they shouldnt die so soon after having their baby! thats so sad... =( but nvm... even tho i love Lupin in the book rite? i dun lyk him in the movie! he's old and ugly and not nice at all!!! budden in the book he is supposed to look lyk a young man who has aged due to wad happened to him in life... but itz still sad in a way tho... hehe..
now i'm sad and bored cuz no more books to read le... haha...
nvm... i feel lyk goin to camp on 3rd August to 5th August.... haha... but i dunno if anyone is up to it.... haha... sleepy... tired... wanna sleep... haha
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
12:02 PM
Sunday, July 22, 2007
Opportunity Cost
oh well... even tho my life has so far sucked... there IS still sth that i can be glad abt... i may not have the world's best parents... my family may not be perfect... but at least can say that i've got the perfect bf... =D
even tho he can be a little evil at times... =(
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and abit silly too!!!
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but he's still great and i love him...
at least he's much better than some ppl... hmmm... at least i can confidently say he love me... lao po... even tho i noe i may be abit ba dao sometimes... and most of the times i noe i am silly... but u promised nv to get angry at me de! =D and i promise nv to leave and to love u always!
i guess even if i dun have a family i lyk now... or am happy with now... itz ok ma... there's always a new family i can make... and i promise to do to the best of my ability to make it a happy one... =D
but my darling zhuzhu... dun ever again ask me when am i gonna give u a kid ok? ur juz jealous sarah has a baby to play with and u dun... wait til u marry me then say ba... then will have this many kids that look lyk this to play with......
hehe cute rite?
haha... kidding! i cant wait til the day comes when i finish poly... start working and rent a place of my own outside... i used to think it was my fault... but i guess.... favouritism cant be helped... between two things a choice muz always be made and an opportunity cost incurred... and i'm the cost incurred... i used to think it was sth i did... or the way i act... until i realised that in many ways... some things cannot be changed... no matter wad i do... things will still be lyk tt... i need to start living my life for myself... otherwise i may soon find myself running out of reasons to live...
lao po... our one year coming soon le! i cant wait! lalala... i oso got a little surprise for u.. hehe... itz not wad u think it is... i dunno whether u will lyk it or not... scarly u say me silly again... =x cannot ok? promise cannot say that u dun lyk the surprise.... cuz i need to scarifice alot to do it for u de lehz... i miss u lots darling... =)
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
3:34 PM
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
Fucked Up Stupid Self-Righteous Peoplei cant stand the ppl who always think they are fucking rite... wads their problem? everyone else is wrong but they are always rite... it doesnt matter if they are doing the exact same thing the other person is doing... they are still rite in doing it but the other person wrong.
wads your fucking problem?
complain this not good that not good... u pick a bone with everything... everything is not good enough but did u ever contribute?
FUCKING NO!!
u dun do anything but critizise
EVERY FUCKING LITTLE THING...
as if u are the only fucking person with other responsibility than sch... we also have wad... u can sweetly simply quit ur wadeva other shit... but u are not quitting... but u complain and complain that u are gonna die...
all u ficking do is complain all the time... critisize everything... talk cock all the time... and think u are always rite....
i really dun fucking care anymore le... if ur gonna do fucked up things and fail ur modules then lets do it all tgt man... dun see y we muz do everything and let u have the credit for it.. and we get worse results than u... if itz lyk this then we might as well not do anything and fail altogether... at least we will all be having the same fucking marks...
a big fucking red Fdamn u...
and u oso! dun do anything... give substandard work... give crappy ideas that are not realistic... silly idiot...
one more fucked up person... biased and idiotic... u dunno anything but pretend that u do... u are not always rite la... dun think that u are always rite... wad u see is not always true... sure they talk alot... but wad makes u think wad they say is relevant? u give little marks to the ppl who matter... without these ppl there willbe no work to hand up... but these ppl behind the scenes get the least marks instead.... u are blind silly and ridiculous...
I HATE ALL OF U...
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
7:18 AM
Friday, July 13, 2007
Last Friday i had a great time!!! i met deardear after school and then we go and meet jinghan and adelyn...
we played pool!
horrendous results... haha... adelyn and jinghan got so excited and started screaming after they sunk their first ball.. haha... ad we got death stares from this bunch of bengs and lians at the table near us... =x it got super boring after awhile and oh well... we juz left... oh... we met tat leong and another ex-chung cheng guy too... haha
we go eat dessert le... but piggy me say we go eat snow ice... haha... but the shop was closed =x
the we when to Settlers!!! we played lots of games... the funnest was Hali Gali and Uglydolls and Slamwich!!! super fun! haha... and we were super noisy!
the most boring game ever was Pig Slam... i think... i noe that the name got a pig de la... but the piggys are super cute!!!
Arent they all SUPER CUTE!!! the person working there starting laughing at me... =x but they are really cute ma... =(
next day.... i went to watch NDP with dear... at Gelare... we got bored and started taking silly photos... =x
this was when at my void deck! my super cute deardear!!! hehe... i'm SO evil to put this up...
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
11:59 AM
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
Happie Happie Happie Metoday i feel super happy... tho i dunno y... lala... i'm rite now sleepy and tired...but i cant get to sleep...
dar is so evil... he keep laughing at me for having a small head and cannot wear his helmet... grrrr... angry... haha... so he gonna buy one for me... i think he bought le ba... he say he buying today.... and today is almost over le...
i'm lyk now super duper broke... REALLI no money le!!! die la...
OWE MONEY PAY MONEY ARH!!!all those evil ppl better pay me money asap.... then i going out with szeyan probably on thurs... confirm going out with lishi on sat... so... I NEED MONEY!!!!
damn... okok... but i'm still very happy today...
even tho for some reason i'm lyk covered in mosquito bites... haha... blah!
i cant wait til friday to see u... miss ya SO muchie!
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
2:09 PM
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
Whats Your Problem?you are lyk so damn irritating... y everything u muz noe first lehz? u think u damn pro rite? read my blog and think u damn smart rite? i think i'm at liberty to reveal wadeva i wan abt my personal life... moreover i did nothing wrong... i did nothing to reveal his identity... so ya
FUCK YOU!if ur so pro to figure out who he is... then figure who i'm talking abt now ba
FUCKING BITCH...
and my blog should be rated M18 since there's so much vulgarities here....
*points middle finger*from wad i noe... ur underage... so u shouldnt be reading my blog... lest mummy say u learn vulgarities from me.... lyk maybe kani na ma? or fuck? y dun u go home and eat ur mum's cheebye?
dun lyk my blog? think i'm rude? think i'm uncouth and vulgar...
DUN READ THEN!!!juz fuck off la... wad the point of u keep coming to see my blog so often if u dun fucking lyk me... i'm pretty sure i dun lyk u too.... nono... i bet i hate u... hate u down to ur pathetic fugly toes from ur disguting fugly top of ur head...
since ur so pathetic... maybe mummy's sitting next to u helping u wipe ur tears and cursing me while u force urself to read my blog that u hate so much... this izznt Fear Factor.... u dun get a quarter million dollars even to read my blog...
if u think i'm talking abt u then i am... cuz anyone who can identify themselves with this blog post probably is lyk tt... pathetic wimps... dun dare to come up to me and say that u hate me to my face... maybe u juz cant take it cuz u noe i will say it rite back at ya...
FUCKERS!!!
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
8:58 AM
Thursday, July 05, 2007
Why?hmmm... korkor say he wanna quit school... and i really dunno y... curious...
he actually sounded enthusiatic abt graduating lehz... i dunno y he wanna quit... hmmm... and his mum's really pissed with him...
szeyan's back in singapore and i do miss her lots.... lets go pasta mania soon ok? =D
and meeting carmen next week!!! we dunno wad to do yet but i bet it'll sure be fun... wahaha
this friday meeting jinghan and adelyn... i cant wait! every year we seem to only go out once... we going katong to play pool!! wheeeeeeeee...... i juz hope i dun crack another ball...
lalala... hehe..i seem to recall today i'm supposed to go out with someone... but i cant rmb who... nvm.. if its really impt the person will call me... wahaha... i'm evil...
lynn dearest!!! go out for dinner with me will u? haha... muz be soon too!
lets see... i still owe yongjian one meal... do i owe anyone else anything... i dun seem to rmb... haha... nvm... when i rmb then i return u ba! hehe
hmmm....lyk super broke this week.... =( nvm... i'm hitting my goal le!!! 112 more dollars only
wahaha...gtg and do my ITAB... i'mseriously slow le... keep playing games and blogging... =x
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
12:58 AM
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
BORED I amok... rite now i'm in EC feeling super bored...
szeyan coming back today!!! haha... lalala... so alrite...
friday was pretty nice... spent some time with dearest... kinda silly but still alrite...
saturday i went to watch the NDP 2nd combined rehearsals... met some damn idiotic ppl but they provided entertainment.. in a weird sort of irritating way...
sunday... watched surf's up... show was interesting.... but the day wasnt very enjoyable... the most interesting thing that happened was the mix up of movie tix... in a sadistic sort of way... but the the best highlight of the day was eating at The Indulge at The Cathay... it was super nice!!! the food was great... and not too expensive... wahaha... and there's not many people there even tho the food was not bad... there's only one poor waiter there whom dearest say is good looking... and i think is juz ok la... and the waiter is a guy btw... haha
and i met an unreasonable bus driver... a selfish old pervertic foger and 3 crazy nosey irritating bastardic teenagers... but thats another thing... wish i dun feel lyk blogging abt... =p
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
4:50 AM
