Wednesday, November 28, 2007
Friendster Vs. Facebookno one ever adds me on friendster anymore!!!!!
but EVERYONE seems to be adding me on facebook.... facebook is the new trend! and the dunno wad uni get itz students to design the games thing facebook for money! cool eh...
but it gets boring after awhile.... i mean i juz keep adding applications everytime i visit facebook... =( abit sian le...
oh well.. i saw gaston again today... grace say that he is good looking... i think ok lehz... but if he taller abit will be better... hahahha... people got gf le i think... at least they say he does... tho he doesnt look it... definitely dun act it either... but i'm still super happy he let me take two light sticks... nice nice nice of him... hahaha... blur and cute...
thats all for today... back to doing boring hw... i feel lyk i very busy!! maybe itz cuz i nv do hw for 4 yrs le... then i feel out of touch with hw...
yupyup... i think that muz be it... =x
ps: i din mention baby at all today in my post... i'm super happy.. i talked abt gaston instead... lalala... i shall talk abt other guys in all my post from now on until dumdum piggy updates his blog... yupyup... i'm childish lyk tt... =p
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
2:27 PM
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
So So So Jealoushaiyo... juz now i was on friendster... then i saw Mr Alvin Sha's pic there lehz... and he is with his gf!!! dumdum... that time say wad dun wan find gf haha... oh well... dunno how long u both tgt le... still congrats anyway... haha... and i nv did believe that u dun wan gf... so flirt de.. ahhahaha... =x
but b4 that... silly dumdum click the wrong acct... cuz i accidently scroll the page down and click. and instead of going to alvin's page i wen to christopher's page... and lo and behold... i'm gonna get sore eyes... =x kidding la... i din see him naked.. ahha.. i saw him half naked tho... and his gf wearing a bikini!!!
and oh well.. goign to these two accts made me so jealous...
number one...
alvin had this picture of him carrying his gf in his arms and posing for a photo...
number two...
chris' gf was wearing a bikini!!!!!
i'm so darn
jealous...
i'm so fat and heavy that baby cannot carry me!!! which actually is not true cuz he actually hurt his back b4 and once tore his knee ligament... so that means he suffers from constant back pain and got weak knee... haha... =x and he can carry me... juz i dun think long enough to pose for a freaking photo!!!!
and and and... i'm too fat to fit into a bikini!!! which is also not true since bikinis are juz tiny pieces of cloth that anyone can fit into... but but but.... itz been a long time since i last wore a bikini becuz i've been growing fatter all these time!!! last time i wore it was..... erm.... during the july... which is eons ago and i've become damn fat...
itz juz not fair!!!
i wanna be skinny!!!
Fat-FREE!!!GrrrRRrrrRr.................but my frens keep telling me i'm skinny le... but thats only because i hide my tummy well... i think baby agrees that i have grown fatter.... but he juz doesnt say so cuz he dun wanna hurt my feelings...
i'm getting depressed.... is there anyway to slim down???? i've been eating less le... really!!! yet it doesnt seem to help... sit up oso no use le!! i still got a damn big piece of fats on my tummy!!!
sobz sobz sobz.....
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
2:43 PM
Monday, November 26, 2007
I Think It Makes SenseIf a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.
Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be.
Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.
If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you
can't "be friends". A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend.
Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.
Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.
The only person you can control in a relationship is you
Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently?
Always have your own set of friends separate from his.
Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, speak up.
Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later.
You cannot change a man's behavior. Change comes from within.
Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are... even if he has more education or in a better job. Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more nothing less.
Never let a man define who you are.
Never borrow someone else's man. If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you.
A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.
All men are NOT dogs.
You should not be the one doing all the bending...compromise is two way street.
You need time to heal between relationships...there is nothing cute about baggage... deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship.
You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you... a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals. Look for someone complimentary, not supplementary.
Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right.
Make him miss you sometimes...when a man always know where you are, and you're always readily available to him - he takes it for granted.
Never move into his mother's house. Never co-sign for a man. Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need.
Keep him in your radar but get to know others.
Share this with other women and men (just so they know)... You'll make someone smile, another rethink her choices, and another woman prepare.
They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them and an entire lifetime to forget them.
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
7:29 AM
The Piano, The Creep and The Cockraochhmmm.... i have been blogging less and less recently... my life is now topsy turvy... and i dunno how to turn it back! but nvm..
today me and lishi went to Eastpoint to see RuJin play the piano there... haha...s he very pro lo... hehe...and it reminded me how long i din go Eastpoint le.... =x
and then after that i was on my way home rite... then i saw this super big cockroach on the wall in front of me! is lyk at eye level!!! i tot cockroaches are supposed to stay on the ground while lizards on the wall??? y suddenly they decide to switch place cuz that time i almost step on a very pale lizard on the floor cuz it almost same colour as the floor so i cannot see...
got once i saw this lizard in the middle of the corridor ceiling with itz head hanging down looking lyk it gonna drop... i oso dunno how to walk ard it cuz the corridor very small and itz in the middle... and lizards can change the shade of their skin... so scary....
last nite hor... i read one of baby's book... which is a horror story... and itz for kids de la... i dunno why i got super scared by it... so freaky... itz lyk my nitemare came thru!!! the story is abt this little gal changing she babysitters into dolls... itz very scary cuz... i dunno... i'm scared of dolls...
i'm scared of lots of thingss.... cockroaches, lizards, dolls, the dark, birds, insects and people who look lyk they have fleas.... i'm mortally afraid of them.. i have no idea y but they give me the creeps....
and there is a fuckign bastard who pushed me ont he train causing me to almost fall down and a person to really fall down.... i exercised my entire vocab of vulgarities at him til he got of hte train... causing him to be super embarrassed... come to think of it... i should have screams molest instead.... =x
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
7:27 AM
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
Selfish Peoplezzzzzz..... i totally CANNOT stand selfish people... i cannot understand why s it for some peoplethat others muz always give in to them and they nv do anything for anyone... i think itz damn irritating...
i wish u will stop pouting... and whining... becuz i dun think i'm gonna lyk give in to u again la.. i think its damn irritaing... grrrr.... ur making me into a selfish person oso...
but i still believe that their should be give and take in everything... i dun think itz fair for u to always give and not take...
so ya... i shall be juz as selfish but is only to u! evilevil selfish you...
but itz not juz you... everyone one around me simply juz as selfish... econs is a very optimistic perception of people... becuz they assume that everyone will spend an equal amount of wad they receive.. but humans are selfish... itz not as if they receive they will give... so its lyk... ya... they may juz earn and not spend and you will never noe rite...
.................
i wish the people whom i have given to will give me something back...
so damn irritated...
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
7:06 AM
Monday, November 19, 2007
Liesam i such a nice person to lie to? or am i juz simply gullible enuf to believe everything u all say to me? i wish u will stop making stupid promises... itz not as if i force u to... when i say that u can do wad u wan... u all prefer to promise me this promise me that... which are all a bunch of crap... so in the beginning when i say do as u please why dun u juz do it?
stupid....
u all say the same thing... of cuz not take u for granted... u are impt... the most impt... but still... in the end... all ur actions tell me that something else is always more impt... impt enuf for u to ignore me... impt enuf to make my pleas fall on deaf ears...
honestly... i'm tired of being treated lyk a child's toy... enuff is enuff... i wish u would all stop lying to me... itz really exhausting...
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
9:35 AM
Friday, November 16, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LYNN!!!hehe... itz lynn's bdae... and thanks to my meticulous planning.... we succeeded in making her cry!!! hehe... thanks to rujin who jio-ed everyone out... so itz lyk... fun fun fun!!!
lalala... we went to fish n co and made her so embarrassed... cuz of the fish n co bdae gang!!! they were so enthu... haha... and the staff was very nice and helpful!!! omg... i'm so happy lynn has got such a happy bdae....
plus plus plus... i jio-ed carmen out too!!! hehe... so long nv see her... we're juz gonna bitch lyk crazy... hehe... zzzzzzzzz....
next up...... RUJIN's BDAE!!! hehehe... i got evil plots up my sleeve again... i swear i wun go out with them for my bdae... omg... their probably gonna pay me back... =x
anyway anyway anyway... i decided to be xiao tu zi today... hehe... and xiao tu zi wana go watch
Stardust,
Enchanted,
The Seeker,
The Bee Movie,
Beowolf and
The Golden Compass.... but wad i dun get it is i tot channel 5 is showing
The Golden Compass on saturday? and
Good Luck Chuck is already available for download on bit torrent.. weird...
and today... i got really pissed at lishi... i juz dun get it... why do we always have to take a backseat to everything else in her life? she treat us lyk tt... she treats ziqing lyk tt... she treats carmen sometimes lyk tt... but y does she always seem to have time to go out with huiyi and all? she keep saying that we are impt to her... but perhaps other things and other people are more impt than us?
if this is the way she treats ppl impt to her then sad to say, she has a weird way of treasuring us... why does she have to keep taking us for granted? wads wrong with her prioritising anyway? i cant believe this is the way she treats us... its... i dunno... ridiculous... she turns a deaf ear to warnings and when things does happen she panics...
i'm honestly tired of her antics... if she's gonna carry on this way... treating me lyk a piece of dirt and throwing crap at me... crap is wad i'm gonna throw back at her... by then i dun even think we can be frens anymore... itz too much for me to take.. too much for ANYONE to take in fact... itz not as if she goes out with us very often... even that once in a while she cannot make the effort.... and yet she says that she dun go out with huiyi very often??? when was the last time she went out with her anyway?
i'm getting incredulous at her management style... if she expects us to be able to forgive her for everything... then sorry hor... i not that wei da... there's limit to my patience... and itz well known that i dun have a large store of it in the first place....
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
3:03 PM
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
Troubles....wad does it matter if u got lot of money.... i rather u have no money but spend all the time with me... i noe all ur trying to do is pay them back... but u urself said that if it were anyone else u both would have been quarrelling lyk crazy... all i wan now is that u at least be honest with me... and dun keep throwing tantrums at me... i dun see y that is so difficult...
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
8:31 AM
