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Wednesday, June 30, 2010


How Can It Be?

I don't understand why none of you can see it. It seems glaringly obvious to me.

When I look in the mirror all I see is the scar. I know I'm rutting. But seriously. I don't see why you can't see it.

Sometimes I wonder how can I live with myself like that? Trudging through life. I cannot step out of my own shadow.

It hurts to see him happy. Not cause I'm jealous. I just don't think he deserves this happiness. I don't think he deserves to be happy. If he don't suffer, I feel like it's unjustified.

I'm suffering. For his actions.

I'm I getting back into depression again?

Seems like it. But I don't think so. My life now is perfect. The only flaw is the asshole. Now if I can get him to return me my money...

Perfectness can only be so good.

My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
8:06 PM

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my love
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and i am here to tell a tale to you.

wherever you go
whatever you do
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whatever it takes
or how my heart breaks
i will be right here waiting for you.

Itz My Life...


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`~ 10.10.1990
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