Thursday, September 20, 2007
Is Seeing Believing?hmmm... i got into this course for my Gems lehz... haha... sounds interesting... but i wanted to get into Etiquette de... haiz... nvm... then Grace say next year we join Non-Verbal Communication tgt... Non-vbl is interesting la... budden i wan Etiquette!!! itz actually more of the bu gan yuan then interest... =x
splitting headache... horrible backache... and my eyes hurt lyk hell... haiz... i miss baby lots...
i promise not to do silly things anymore baby... but u also promise not to scare me again ok? dun do that to me anymore.... i miss u...
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
8:34 AM
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
Babyi'm really sorry... i din mean to hurt u... if anything happens to me i dun wan....
i'm really foolish for doing this... i noe i will nv forget u... and no one will replace u...
i'm really sorry for hurting u... i noe ur very hurt rite now... i wish i could walk this difficult path with u too... and really wish i i walk walk to the corners of the world with u... but i really dun wann see u helpless lyk last time.... that hurt me more than any sickness did...
to silly me... i guess... i dun wanna see u worry... hurt... upset and tired anymore... i'll miss u... i miss u alot already... i'm really sorry for doing this to u... i hurt u so much... i hope u can forgive me.... i really really really.... really love u alot...
i noe i promised that as long as i love u i wun leave u.... but i dun wan u to worry... i dun wan u to feel helpless... i dun wan u to look at me... the same as when i looked at u when u were sick... and feel the terrible ache of being unable to help... i noe seeing the person u love feeling terrible is hundred times worse than ur love one suffering...
sorry to make u worry... sorry to make u sad... but i'm nth but a silly stupid shameless ger... foreva ur silly baby...
i'm really sorry... i really miss u alot...
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
2:37 PM
The Bland Taste Of Lovewad happens to love when the lovers are not tgt?
wad happens to love when all is in a rut?
wad happens to love when wads left is memories?
i think love is exactly wad u wan it to be.....
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
6:20 AM
Damn Depressedi'm on mc again... and i really dunno y i keep falling sick... sth is really wrong with me... this time i got 3 days mc... alots of medicine... a fever that keeps coming and going dun help... wads wrong with me??
itz really fustrating that i gotta go back for reconsultation... for dunno wad urinary tract infection.... y do i keep getting that anyway? haiz
if sth's really wrong with me... then... i dunno...
wadeva it is i wun wan baby to suffer with me... baby pls get better soon... take care of ur leg and everything... i cant wait for u to get out of ns... if only so u dun have to play bball everyday and hurt ur knee so often....
somebody save me?
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
5:17 AM
Saturday, September 15, 2007
Stupid Peopley are ppl so fucking blind? cannot read the sign that indicates different queues isit? fuckers... then come and scold us and say us... fuck u la! we're here juz to fucing advice u la... if ur so fucking blind itz ur own fucking fault... we're not here for u to blame lo... fidiots...
hehe... a new word i invented today wth deardear for fucking idiot.. cuz lyk fugly's for fucking ugly.. =x hahha... lame... cuz i'm really tired today... i think i got fever today... hmm... i really do think i do...
i worried the hell out of sylvester korkor and darling.... =x sorry... i dun mean to lehz...
i oso cannot believe that selena's swipe card actually says black beauty... =x
adn i cant go see baby's match this sunday... cuz grandma's bdae gotta eat with her... sad... nvm... haiz... i ought to sleep le
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
1:54 PM
Friday, September 14, 2007
So Fasti nv understand how ppl find things online so quickly... itz lyk... i dunno... how they.. find my friendster acct for example... how Dan found was amazing seeing that he only knew me by sight and he din eve have my real name plus he's in australia... budden... this stella gal... even more amazing... i never even see her at darling's bball game last sunday... yet she's there!!! makes me go lyk... WAH! and she found my acct... zzzz.... am i the only tech idiot here? at least i can blog.... =x
hmmm... whose's number 8 from zhenghua csc!!! scream ur name to me... y ur gf so damn smart... not fair... scarly she reading my blog oso... sobz.... i feel so intimidated and tiny rite now... itz not fair... who is she anyway? i MUZ take not this sunday.... grrr.... angry la!
and now i shall go sleep... cuz my new found korkor is evil and keeps nagging at me... itz amazing how we spent 3 years in the same school seeing each other everyday and not talking at all... and suddenly he's now my kor.. from stranger to kor and mei... from paikia to shuai business man... from ugly gal to now tired gal working at gv...
how fate plays tricks on us all the time... so silly...
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
1:51 PM
Viral Infectionwad the hell is viral infection anyway? i noe i should put my internet to more use but i'm juz lazy lyk tt... isit life threatening? i dun think so lehz... cuz darling got it and he's juz confined to light duties for the week... i dun mind getting it too!! i really dun feel lyk working...
today is lyk the earliest time i reached home from work... so many nice ppl i met there... hmm... oh well... and hor... hmmm... some not so nice ppl but i think itz still ok la...
tml i work early early... haiz.. with someone i dun really lyk...stuck with her for 2 hours... so sad... but after that i can meet dear dear... i'm so excited...
hmmm... i'm a very ba dao person!!! i shall admit it man... i'm esp ba dao when i'm sleepy... =x
wad am i talking abt? time to sleep i think...
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
1:11 PM
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
Candy And Mehmmm... baby.. i really dun mean to be evil noe... but i juz cant help it with Candy is involved... but anyway... i really dun mind if u go to her bdae chalet... but i would rather not go.... becuz... if it is not ackward for us it will be for me.. u noe how i dun really lyk her... if u wan me to go then i will go la... pls dun not go on my acct ok? i love u...
baby... thanks alot for agreeing to come to my hse for my bro's bdae... really thanks alot lehz... i miss u alot...
and... hmmm... i think GV is so evil.... if we down money they will keep saying and harping on it... budden hor... when we up money they will juz keep quiet abt it... i wonder wad happens to the money... maybe they keep it for themselves... =x
i'm too tired to blog recently... haiz.. and i really dun feel well... oh well... nvm... i miss my darling so much... it juz doesnt seem right without him... and y the time spent tgt is getting less and less?
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
3:20 PM
Friday, September 07, 2007
Changes For Lovehmmm... the other day i was talking to weien rite.. then hor... he mentioned how this gal who lyk him last time... and they went out to orchard road tgt... and how the gal wear until very very lup chap... then he say since the gal lyk him she should lyk dress up nicer to impress him...
but i begged to differ... i mean... why should she change who she is for a guy who dun lyk her? i wouldnt.. if i were lyk tt and i lyk another guy... i wouldnt purposely change myself to impress him... if he dun lyk who i really am but the person i try to be in front of him... it would make me very miserable!!! i wouldnt wan to change myself for a guy who dun lyk me...
budden i would change to improve myself if the guy i lyk oso lyks me... i will try to be a better person for him becuz i noe that even if i cant change... he still lyks who i am... y change for someone who dun lyk u? thats lyk... super silly la....
the same goes for my frens... i wouldnt lyk... try to be a different person in front of them... tho i noe i keep giving ppl the wrong impression... so dumdum... but essentially wad u see is wad u get... if u bother to noe me la... if u judge me by juz exchanging a few words with me then ur very poor thing lo... cuz everyday after 11pm i start to go crazy... it actually depends on how lack of sleep i am suffering from... haha..
i miss the days at the cscc camp!!! the FOC was so fun!! my lack of sleep coupled with tiffany's craziness was so much fun!!! and we kept singing awful songs that made xiaoxuan unable to sleep....
haha... i should stop living in the past... time to sleep le... itz 2 am!!! i cant wait to see baby tml... i miss ya so so so much... its not fair that the time we can spend tgt is getting shorter and shorter... i dun care... u muz devote ur first month out of NS to me and only me....
i'm juz selfish lyk that... lalala... and evil oso... wahaha... CANDY!!!!
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
4:51 PM
Thursday, September 06, 2007
Essentiallythats my fave word today.... haha... i keep saying it!!! but itz too long a word to type so i keep thinking to myself the word but i din type it out... dumdum me...
i really miss blogging... everydya come hm i'm too tired to use my com... then juz go sleep... thne wkends my laptop is with baby cuz he wanna play so i cant blog too... so sad.... haiz.... nvm...
anyway... today something happened that altho is really nth but i noe it will still fustrate my darling alot... lalala... haha... i cant go a day without pushing ur buttons... hehe... cuz i noe u love me lots and will nv really get angry at me... correct correct? hehe...
and ur wrong lo... itz not bees that are ard me... is flies... cuz bees fly ard flowers and honey.... nice things that everyone loves... flies fly ard shit and rubbish.... tt everyone dun lyk.... so only my darling with his lousy taste will lyk me... hahahahha...
okok.... i'm once again getting my daily from lack of sleep... zzzzzzz... so i shall go slp... bleahx
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
4:09 PM
