Thursday, November 10, 2005
hmmm.. i very long nv blog liao.. cuz so many things happened.. now hor.. i am in danger of being retained.. still on probation sia.. wad am i going to do?!?! feel so sad.. should have worked harder in the beginning of the year.. then now wun lyk tt.. hmmm.. stress arh.. sms-ing jun wei now.. he say he lyk me wanna go stead with me.. but i dunno lehz.. after so many things happen.. i am so afraid to lyk someone.. wad if he hut me again.. jess say i should learn to trust again.. otherwise if i dun give anyone a chance how am i going to prove to myself tt there r still good guys out there.. but i am juz so scared tt they will hurt me again.. haiz..
hmmm.. i should talk abt happier things.. haha.. the sj ppl r saying abt me n royston.. me n alvin.. so funny.. i look lyk i lyk them meh.. so funny.. stressing abt hw... sianz.. haha..
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xoxo nikki
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