Monday, May 01, 2006
Hate/Lovei dunno to love or hate u... haha... erm.. well.. i guess bit ma mu le la... how can u say dun lyk and tell me things lyk if u ask then i can dun one.. as if i am really that impt? y? doesnt tt mean that u lyk me? for me to be able to get u to do things lyk tt? tell me now i can try to make u lyk me? why would i wanna do tt? i guess my feelings for u have been pushed so far back into my heart that i dun feel anything for u anymore... no love... no hate.. no nothing at all.. haha.. how absolutely dumb of me!! haha.. i think i am better of lyking sb lyk issac... at least i can delusionalize myself.. haha.. at least i dun have to see him everyday in school staring at me in class and along corridors.. haha... how absolutle pathatic of me... bleahx :x
Dirty Old Manwads wrong with singaporean old men? wad a disgusting bunch of ppl? i wear school uniform oso stare stare stare... so disgusting la... masturbate staring at me wearing uniform... old men got fetish for inform izzit? then i yesterday go out with carmen then i wear jeans and a sleeveless tee... oso got old men when i walk pass say wa so sexy arh... pls lo... not lyk i damn pretty or sexy lyk tt rite? bad taste lo.. then on the bus got this uncle keep staring at me again when i go home.. so freaky lo.. i quickly run to the back of the bus then got another uncle there stare and stare at my butt... so disgusting... y recently so many disgusting old men keep staring at me.. i oso nv wear anything very revealing or wad... jean and sleeveless tee only lehz... very revealing meh... bian tai one... even chung cheng uniform oso wanna stare... uniform cant even see anything lo.. no figure no nothing.. not lyk i got figure oso lo... wa lao... then keep looking... even masturbate... so bad taste.. crazy diry old men..
Mid-Yr Paper Onewa... ppr damn crappy.. this time i sure do til damn cham one.. dun even noe wad i riting.. disgusting... haiz... anyway... after that i go Icon with carmen.. haha... go take neos.. i so happy... went to eat pasta mania... haha... so happy.. hmmm.. we goign esplanade on wed... cant wait.. get issac and jolvin's present.. haha.. oso dunno when can give them... erm.. worse come to worse i next year give them lo.. haha..
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
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