Friday, April 28, 2006
Hurt Deep Deepnow he says he dunno if he lyk me not... i mean is a lyk or dun lyk very hard to say? y hang me in mid-air? either pull me up or drop me... u r hurting me more letting me hang there... wads wrong with u? even if u were to say u lyk me.. i dun need u to stead with me ma... o's is coming atter all.. u dun wan oso can de ma... if u dun lyk me we can still be frens ma... not lyk i am going to ignore u juz cuz u dun lyk me... y u doing this to me? y say u dunno if u lyk me but yet stare at me in class.. when i walk pass ur class? u think i dunno... god... i dunno wad to say abt u... i dun even wan to look at u... i dun dare... u think i wanted to lyk u... i knew it was a mistake from the beginning... i tried hard to not lyk u... but from the day i admitted to lyk-ing i already gave up my ablity to choose... i am in ur hands already... u can make or break me... if u dun lyk me.. juz tell me so... and dun leave me hanging... if i fall and hurt myself at least i juz get hurt and i can have time to lick my wounds later... by hanging me there i cant even heal myself cuz there is no way i can do that is mid-air.. becuz by not letting me fall u are giving hope that u might pull me up.. y? if u let me fall after that.. u r hurting me more.. pls... i need to noe... pls juz tell me... oh god pls... i beg u? pls... i dun think i can take it lyk that anymore.... stop hurting me... u made me cry... u r the first guy to make me cry for u.. becuz of u... u made me cry when no one else could... u hurt me so deeply... y... pls juz let me go...
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
12:09 PM
