Saturday, April 15, 2006
I Give Up..........wad a lucky gal u r... u got a guy who loves u and u love back... and u got the guy i lyk too.. how sweet... i guess life's lyk that.. i always seems to get to noe the guys that i lyk at the wrong time.. if it is not that they already have a gf... then it would be they juz got rejected by the gal they lyk.. and then i comfort them and send them into the arms of another gal... or... all they wan is a gal to be their best fren at the point of their lives... how sad.. otherwise... it will be my problem.. when the perfect guy comes at the wrong time and all i wanted was a little 'me' time at that time.. and by the time i am over that they lyk someone else.. or i will be lyking someone else oblivious to their existence aand by the time i notice them... they lyk someone else.. these perfect guys seem to be slipping thru my fingers.. haiz.. i dun understand why some gals lyk to tell me that they envy me.. wad is there to envy? and the very gal who tells me that has a great bf... and her life is not in the pits lyk mine is.. i wld lyk to tell the world that i give up.. but the more terrible life is the more exciting and the more i wanna overcome it.. i think my competitive streak is killing me.. i envy u... but i wld rather u be with him than me..
because loving someone is to give that person the greatest happiness u can give him...
because i love him...
because he love u...
because i believe u are his greatest happiness...
i wun let the world noe i love him...
not because i am trying to be self-sacrificing...
simply because i love him juz as u do...
dun ever hurt him...
because i dun wan to comfort him...
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
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