Monday, April 10, 2006
juz visited friendster AGAIN... finally got to see wad i wanted to see.. actually i think i very you zhi... i mean... i see the profiles i oso dun rmb... juz go for fun.. then simply cuz i couldnt get to see wad i clicked i juz kept visiting it til i got to see it.. and now i dun even rmb wad their profile is abt... haha.. maybe i am really too rebellious.. and very very stubborn.. simply wan things my way... muz rmb not to be so ba dao la.. later no guy wan me.. haha..
jolvin is one very weird guy.. i juz read his testimonials and i was lyk.... wa... everyone say the same thing abt him.. haha.. all say he full of crap.. full of nonsense.. lyk to bully little children and is a terrorist.. haha..but all oso say he very faithful in love.. haha.. keep mentioning abt this one gal.. haha.. dunno is who.. so curious.. haha.. but i oso dunno her.. so kpo for wad.. and all seem very very protective of him.. haha.. even if he seem so crappy all the time they all treat him lyk a kid they will all give their life to protect from hurt.. haha..so cute!
oh ya... and it seems lyk everyone thinks that i lyk issac.. its not true lo.. juz cuz i on saturday xin qing bu hao and coincidently issac wasnt there on that day does not mean that i miss him k.. for one, i nv sleep for many days liao.. i was very very sleepy.. so i was quieter than usual la.. for another, i was very very freaked out after darwin pulled me down the slope.. thats y i look so bu shuang.. but i not bu shuang at all! cuz after darwin let me go i was shaking all over lo... i almost couldnt make it to the bus stop to sit down lehz.. damn scary wor... then i haven recover from the shock u wan me laugh meh.. aiyo..
my fear of slope really handicapped me.. i really cannot bear slopes on skates.. i dunno y.. i have never been hampered by any of my fears.. but this one really stumped me.. i feel so bu fu.. how come i cannot even bear to go over a hump.. juz a stupid hump on the road and i dun even dare to go over it.. i dun understand y... i am afraid of many things.. but they have not stopped me from doing anything that i wanted to do.. so y am i letting one fucking slope get in my way??
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
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