Thursday, April 13, 2006
Juzme
i am losing it these days.. i feel so bad all the time.. i get mood swings.. i try hard not to show it.. but it rears its ugly head now and then.... i am so tired of it... i feel this deep hurt in me... that i can no longer explain... i dun rmb wad hurt me... i only noe the hurt.. i dun understand y.. i wanna cry... but i dunno for wad.. i am scaring myself.. it seems lyk i have no memory of wad that has happened... wad is happening to me? god save me... i dunno wad to do..
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
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