Thursday, April 13, 2006
Wad Is Friendship?i walked away today not cuz i was angry... i wan u to understand wad i do when i throw my tempre.. i dun shout at ppl k? that is not my style.. i walk away.. none of us r perfect... i dun expect u to change for me.... even if we are good frens.. there are many things that i dun lyk u to do at times.. but i accept that that is u... n i hope u understand that... and i think that we have been thru more than any other frens of 3 yrs.. i hope u accept me for who i am too... i did not throw my temper cuz i was angry k? u juz passed bandages over to rujin.. and lishi ask where the bandages are... i mean.. she is sitting next to them... cant she see? i admit that i was pissed off at junwei.. and i dun understand how can louisa stand up for him... i dun think i did wrong in scolding him during training... he say he dun lyk the way i scold him? thats becuz i nv scolded him b4 this and he does not noe that thats juz the way i scold ppl during training and not cuz i am biased against him for lyking lishi.. u dun lyk the fact that i keep spewing vulgarities? c'mon... that is not the first time u hear me scold vulgarities k? i have been spewing vulgarities since the first day u guys noe me.. if u realise only after 3 yrs that u dun lyk that fact abt me... then there is nth i can do.. i dun lyk the way u do thinks too... but i dun expect u to change... i dun lyk the way lishi is always late and her responses to things... i wish she wld change... but i dun expect her to.... i dun lyk many things abt other ppl... but i dun expect them to change for me cuz i believe that as frens we accept each other for who they are... including all their faults.. i mean its not lyk they are breaking the law rite? true... i do get angry... but i try hard not to let it get in my way... even though it does sometimes...
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
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