Tuesday, May 16, 2006
Sad sad Sadhmmm... supposed to be sleeping now de... but then i dun feel lyk sleeping lo... jiu shi thinking of something... but dunno is wad lo... then... i keep having this dream tt i keep saying mei shi jian le... it juz keep recurring... but i cannot rmb wad happenes.. i juz onyl rmb tt there is no time... but no time for wad i dunno lehz... itz very disturbing... sth is bothering me but i dunno wad... juz keep thinking of this thing tt makes no sense at all... juz wish i noe wad izzit.. or juz froget abt it... itz really confusing me... but i feel so alone once again... lyk there is no one i can turn to again... i oso dunno why... haiz... goign crazy again... for 2 weeks nv feel so lost le... itz coming back again and i dunno why... so sianz...
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
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