Friday, June 09, 2006
Breakdown2 major things that happened together within a week brought me down.. my sj life was breached on u.. when u lied to me.. my sj life crashed.. u were the support of my life..my entire life.. when u left me.. my life crashed.. now i have really nothing to live on for already.. i lost everything.. juz a simple sentence from both of u caused me to lose everything.. i no longer feel lyk curling up to cry.. i juz wanna die.. i cant believe i got to u face u both til the 19th when i pass out.. i dunno how long i can hold on.. i dun wanna go for camp already.. i dunno am i able to keep that hold on myself.. i hope i can hold on for long enough.. otherwise i'll juz die.. this is too much.. i thank wen jie for everything that he has done so far.. listening to the song Liu Yue De Yu.. crudely translated June's Rain.. it is june now.. it is raining out there.. my feelings are reflected in the song.. do u noe how i feel.. i juz hope u understand..
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
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