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Sunday, June 18, 2006


Breakdown

i dunno how long can i keep up this facade.. i feel lyk breaking down.. lyk i am running away.. but everything seems to be wrong.. everythign i have depended on seems to have hurt me.. now everythign is wrong.. i have no where to turn to.. and i dun even dare to seek help anymore.. i dun dare to let them let me fall.. i dunno wad to do.. i have no where to turn to.. its lyk everythign's against me.. i wanna give up.. but there is still so much i cannot let go.. its lyk i am drowning.. i dunno wad to do.. i need help.. but i am scared to accept help.. i dunno wad to do.. i feel so lost.. hwo could u do this to me.. treat her well.. ok? i dunno when will i let u go but i will.. i am so tired... theres nth to hold me back.. is there.. if only i can let everythign go i will.. i try my hardest.. i really will.. this world has hurt me too much.. i need time out.. i wan time out.. or i will really breakdown...

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