Wednesday, June 07, 2006
Hmmm..haha.. actually.. me is rather tired.. haha.. hmm.. haha.. got to noe this guy benson.. haha.. he asked for my phone number before we went to pulau ubin.. hmm.. was on the same bus as him.. din notice him lehz.. apparantly his fren oso wanted my number.. we still talking lehz.. haha.. hmmm.. dunno la.. good or bad thing oso dunno.. i juz noe at that time i was damn paiseh only.. haha.. thinking that lucky william they all not there.. otherwise i dunno how to live le.. only shearn chong they ji xiao til lyk tt.. dunno wad else they would say.. hmmm... i still feel pretty bad.. perhaps it is better that i decided not to go for my POP.. haha.. lalala.. i think i am going crazy.. dunno how long i can keep up this happy facade.. hope long enough.. i juz wanna curl up and cry and cry.. hmm.. why hurt me a second time.. and make me hate u.. one of the ppl i trusted most.. i think it is so true.. you wun get hurt if u nv loved and wun be lied to if u nv trusted.. reality sucks.. i juz wanna go on dreaming.. but my dream has been shattered.. u are nv there when i needed u..
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
9:52 AM
