Saturday, June 24, 2006
It's Over
soon after i posted that up u told me its over.. even though i wished u would give me an answer.. i dunno.. this izznt wad i wanted.. i dunno.. the day we sort of broke up.. i kinda knew its over.. that the moment i let u go it was over.. budden somehow i juz din wanna let go.. i guess i should be happy that u have given me an answer rite? yet the hurt of the realization that we r truly over is more overwhelming than the happiness.. this is so wrong.. its not rite.. i dunno.. wadeva.. once again.. i feel lyk crying.. yet once again.. the tears wun flow.. instead i feel strangely detached rom my feelings.. lyk they are someone else.. and i am looking at that person and pitying that person.. i feel so numb.. lyk everything's coming from far far off.. 226.. toa payoh.. buses.. everythign else contained my memories of u.. i'll stand up.. one day.. really i will.. i'll try my hardest.. i wun disappoint anyone u noe.. i'll really really try my hardest.. i juz dunno when will that be..
So HowEver hARd Need It be soMehow I Shall Surely let U go
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
2:04 AM
