Monday, June 19, 2006
New Blogskinhehe.. rather lyk my new blogskin.. reflects my feelings rather well eh.. hehe.. tml going to hand in my appraisals.. hmmm.. anyway.. yesterday i found out somethings abt some ppl.. abt pei qi.. abt shearn chong.. abt angline.. abt cassandra.. everything was very shocking.. and i found a new best fren... i think so ba.. dunno if got to the best stage.. perhaps good fren ba.. i guess if u were to ask me to give advice to ppl i will tell u to not let the one u love go.. and fight to keep him by ur side.. becuz if u were to let him go for one of ur frens or wadeva.. if he does not choose her but chooses someone else u will regret how come u did not try to keep him next to u.. perhaps he would love u then.. and the both of u would be together.. however.. as words go.. easier said than done.. wadeva happens whether the one i love love me or not i will not fight to keep him next to me.. cuz i rather him be happy.. budden i will regret regret regret that i let him go.. but no matter how many chances u give me.. how many times i get to do it over and over again.. i will still choose this path.. not lyk i am trying to be very magnanimous or anything.. budden i believe that his happiness will ultimatly lead to mine.. so it doesnt matter how difficlt this road i choose is.. how much i yearn to give up and be really really selfish.. i wun do it.. haha.. this is wad st john taught me.. perseverance.. haha.. and determination.. the mind is a great thing.. i believe therefore i can.. hehe.. so ya.. all of u trust me kkz? becuz i can it.. i believe i can..
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
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