Monday, June 26, 2006
Wad Am I Going To Do???this feels terrible.. its lyk its my fault.. becuz we were together and i brought u so much trouble.. and then.. i hurt her.. i dunno... i honestly dunno anything... dun feel lyk going school tml.. becuz that means i have to once again pretend everything's alrite.. in front of those ppl.. i dunno.. this feels awful.. but perhaps it is much better cuz at least they will distract me.. i dunno.. when i am alone at home i dun feel lyk going out.. but when i am out i dun feel lyk going home.. i feel lyk i hurt too many ppl.. and brought so much trouble.. i dunno how to face them anymore.. i really dunno wad to do.. i dun wan wad i did to break up our frenship.. but i dunno how to patch things up.. i dun wan ppl to help me.. becuz it seems i only cuz them more troubles worrying for me.. i dunno.. suddenly it seems that everything that i ever did was wrong.. maybe u were rite all along and that i am always doing the wrong thing but i juz refuse to admit my mistake.. and i juz insist that i am rite.. i really dun wan wad i did to break up my frenship with u both.. please.. i am at a lost of wad to do.. i really regret it.. i dunno wad i can do to salvage it.. so sorry...
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
8:26 AM
