Tuesday, June 20, 2006
Woah....okok.. i din realise ppl still read my blog kkz? i tot no one will read le since it was basically left untouched for a few month previously.. so tot i can crap all i wan abt ppl here and wun get shoot abt it cuz i am not lyk trying to deframe anyone by telling everyone how bad anyone is la.. and abt that jing ying thing rite.. erm.. well.. i tot she said her sis din care at all abt her... will beat her up and stuff.. so why is her sis standing up for her this time? and to her bf arh.. hehe.. i dun even think i was around when u were lo.. so of cuz u din notice me.. actually.. haha.. i din noe that u were there too.. i only noe that her bf was going la.. other than that i guess i got nth to say le ba.. she herself noe how she treated me lo.. and then.. well.. i din treat her badly lo.. at least i never hurt her lyk she did me.. budden maybe she din realise it.. wadeva.. its over anyway.. lyk long long over.. so who cares.. i juz got dumped.. or did i dump him.. er.. not sure too.. budden now i am more impt than some ppl since cuz she ignored my previous attempts to talk and thus i shall not waste more time on her and will spend my time piting myself as tt will be more meaningful.. perhaps there are too much i dun wanna let go ba.. haha.. wad am i holding on to? holding on the the hope that we may still be together.. cuz.. he nv did tell me that he dun lyk me.. and i cant get him to say that he dun lyk me to me so i can let go.. me unlike some ppl care more for my bf than juz giving my body to him.. yup yup.. this is a damn pissed off entry by me to some ppl.. becuz i am already not happy and u let me read wad u wrote at the wrong time.. so yup yup.. fuck u bastards..
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xoxo nikki
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