Thursday, July 06, 2006
Clown and the Foolhmmm... today watched King and the Clown... erm.. nice show.. amazingly nice.. actually go cuz wanna see how chio that guy in the show is.. turns out i got it even better... the show was amazing.. everyone should watch it.. its not abt homosexuality.. its more than tt.. its abt a love so pure.. so innocent.. amidst all the jealousy and rivalry.. i cried during the show.. was so damn touching.. but i dunno if i cried.. becuz it was touching.. or becuz i once tot i had that love but i lost it? i dunno.. why cant i let go? why do i still keep going there to see.. to read.. the pain u r causing me.. that she is causing me.. will u ever noe.. the clown.. i am Love's Fool.. the pathetic fool... Fools play the fool for a living... me? i play the fool for life..i should let go... if u can tell e u dun lyk me i can do the same too.. i willbe able to one day look u in the face and tell u i dun lyk u.. u can tell me u dun lyk me.. i wun let simply becuz i love you to allow u to hurt me.. at the most i'll shift my focus.. and give him the feelings i give u.. simply becuz he wun hurt me lyk u did.. simply becuz i am smarter now.. and hardier.. becuz of u.. i wun get hurt again..
Love grow from the Eye and the Heart
So when you try to close your Eye
Love turns into a drop of Tear
And remain in your Heart Forever
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
11:46 AM
