Tuesday, July 04, 2006
Coco Restauranterm.. today went to Coco Restaurant to eat.. recommended by royston.. went with royston lishi rujin jean serene josephine xinyi yuyan jacques yinzhi wenjie yinhau nicholas... quite fun.. budden... erm.. i kinda enjoyed it la.. although i wasnt really paying much attention.. somehow my heart juz wasnt into lo.. was very late today.. cuz.. went out without taking royston's present.. then went back home to take.. budden found out nv bring phone.. so go back again.. then when board the train realise nv bring lishi's present.. very shag.. my life's boring.. nth much already.. hmmm.. wanna blog oso dun really noe wad to blog abt.. usualy dun blog abt wad i do.. but wad i feel.. everytime feel sth different will blog abt it.. budden... recently not feeling anythign le.. juz... very empty.. even more empty than b4.. i dunno... dunno many things recently.. oso dunno why.. getting headache very often.. dunno why... i keep getting this cold empty feeling thats juz not rite.. how can it be that even though u are in a roomful of people who are happily eating steamboat u can still feel that its very cold.. and that u get this incredibly lonely feeling.. as if u are all alone.. it doesnt make sense at all.. my life dun make much sense recently... i dunno why.. when can i go back to the time when we are happily together... i mean not when we are together... but the feeling i got while we are together... i feeling that there's sth in my life to work for.. and that i am not alone...
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
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