Friday, July 07, 2006
Erm....today... nth much happened.. went to bugis... yesterday oso go bugis.. tml going bugis.. sunday maybe going bugis... its getting boring... zzzzzzzzzz... saturday speech day... then... hmmm.... dunno wad else... and... well... going crazy thinking who that person maybe... wondering if its u... thinking should i msg him... thinking of the coming o's thinking of how life suck.. thinking should i go prom... thinking should i be still thinking of him.. thinking that i should be thinking abt him.. thinking of the stars... thinking of the esplanade.. thinking will i be going there with him.. thinking if he would say the same thing... thinking wad he looks lyk... thinking wad would we do... thining of sj.. thinking of how i would miss it.. thinking of royston.. thinking if i would miss him... thinking of the staff rank... thinking if they will be able to wear it.. thinking of how long we would last lyk that.. thinking if it would be lyk last time.. thinking of whether he got take care of himself... thinking of you.. thinking of you.. thinking of you... thinking i am a fool to think so much... thinking of why am i thinking so much.. thinking wad for am i thinking so much... thinking of............. juz thinking...........
You brought my heart up high
You let my heart see the world
You let my heart see nothing but You
You brought my heart higher than ever before
You let my heart fall
You watched my heart hit the cold hard ground
You watched my heart shatter
You close your eyes
You walk away
You step on the fragments of my heart
But the hurt was less than the hurt of seeing you walk away without looking back..........
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
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