Tuesday, August 29, 2006
How Dare Youhow dare u slap me and say its my fault... how dare you say i show u attitude when i din? u talk to me i still smile at u called attitude? how dare you say i was stupid to bring it home... how dare you say i was dumb to leave it on the floor... how dare you say that my room is part of ur hse and i got no rite to do anything in it... the only regret i have in my life is that i am ur daughter... the perosn i hate most is myself... u noe why? cuz for life i am indebted to u for giving me my life... but come to think abt it... u cursed my mother... cursing urself? with that disgusting ego of urs i dun think u can do it.... so maybe i am not ur daughter? i'll be so happy... and so fuck u... i dun give a damn if u are my mum or not... i din do anything wrong and despite being so pissed i smiled at u and said i dun wan dinner... not hungry now... u got no rite to do this to... mother or not... to hell with filial piety... heck to the gods who uphold them... u noe wad? so wad if i cursed my mum.... she cursed me too for goddamned sake... wad? u gonna strike me down? firstly i dun believe in u wad can u do? secondly... i dun gve a damn... kill me then... wth.... in my entire fucking life there is only a handful of people who so far who i love and hasnt disappointed me yet.. YET! only yet... sadly these ppl dun incule 3 of the most impt ppl to me... so ya... fuck it i say...
I DUN GIVE A FUCK.
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
8:35 AM
