Monday, August 14, 2006
I'm Jealoushaha... i am soooo jealous... but shant say abt wad... go guess urself... argh... sometimes i wonder lo... wads the point... i think.... i am too crazy for my own good sia.. i hate planning... becuz sth can still always go wrong even for the best laid plans... its not fair... honestly... wad is there for me to be pissed abt la... nth.... maybe lyk wad they say i am suffering from depression... *gasp* zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...... last nite went to watch fireworks with ken jess jojo kel and js.... was nice nice nice.... haha... then after that... go to ken's hse... swim in the dark.... so cold and scary lo... eeeeeeeeeee.... then that dumb kelvin still go scare me... swim under me and grab my legs... and drag me under water summore... argh... freak me out lo.... then we play somemore then go watch dvds in ken's "theater" haha... eat popcorn! and nachos!!! my fave nachos... haha... lucky i din eat the popcorn.... think ken added too much salt... haha.... poor jess looks lyk her tongue is very parched... we watched so many movies lo... ahha... ok la... not much 3 only... then was abt 4plus in the morning le... then jess and me insisted on watching the powerpuff gals as the last movie... haha... then the guys gave in to us lo... then.... ahha... we alll fell asleep watching it halfway... ahha... then when i wake up at abt 6 plus they all playing majong... at least the guys were la... jess still sleeping... hmmm... sianz lo... haha... i dunno how to play mj... or not very well la... haha... noe the rules... noe how to watch... cannot play... haha... zzzzzzzzzzz.... anyway... in the end i was lyk... whoever i was watching at the point of time won... haha... the the guys were dragging me around asking me to stand next to them... so diao... then finally at 10 plus in the morning ken drove me home... haha... i'll nv siwm in the dark again... haha... and jess asked me a weird question... ever kissed a guy in the dark in the water??? haha... hmmm... of cuz nv la.... i'm thinking i will be lyk frozen and how to kiss??? then jess went lyk... well... u should be feeling hot when u kiss ma... haha... then i was lyk then the water will start boiling??? haha... sad.... most prob i not going to see them anytime soon le... o's coming... got to study... but i haven start yet!!! hmmm.... better start now then...
loving u and missing u lots and lots... should be going to meet ur fren for the tornament soon ba... have fun...
lalalalala...
Mo Ri Zhi Lian... nice nice nice song... thanks lots and lots to Da Fei Zhu who help me make the ringtone..
twinkle twinkle little star... wondering wad u doing now... how u getting along with her? i hope fine... gotta treat her well ok? dun keep gaming and playing ur bball and neglect her kkz? lemme noe u treat my bao bei badly i'll nv let u see daylight again...
sometimes for no apparant reason u feel lyk crying... hmmm... then... i guess... juz cry? cuz holding back ur tears is a terrible feeling... but if u dun wanna cry... its alrite... i hope i am doing the rite thing
dun thikn this post makes much sense to anyone but me... maybe a month later when i look back at this posti would noe wad it means either... i hope so...
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
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