Monday, August 21, 2006
Not At Homeoh... hmmm... not at home rite now... kinda bored... nth to do... no one to talk to cuz some pig is sleeping lyk a pig... and then some ppl are juz ignoring me.... feeling really sleepy... but cant get to sleep... kept wondering if i did the rite thing... maybe i was wong lehz... i dunno la... there are so many thigns that i could do in so many other ways... i guess on some points i am juz lyk real dumb or sth... haiz... anyway... wads done is done... cannot change le lo.... maybe if time were to turn back i would have done it differently... but time wun turn back... there is no way to do it differenetly... i'll juz have to live with the mistake i made ba... budden... i wasnt wrong alone in this... i dunno la... somehow i feel its my fault... budden i myself cannot make that happen wad... i mean u noe karma? the way things turn out? there is always a force pushing it ma... if that thing did not happen in the first place i wun have made the mistake i made lo... or am i juz trying to find an excuse for myself? giving myself a real headache thinking abt it... and after wearing my contact lens for so long and sleeping with it in my eye i oso got headachele... so tired... dun wad to do lo... founf out qian hui is in the same primary sch as me... AMAZING... god i am freaking bored...
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
9:33 AM
