Saturday, September 16, 2006
Enriching Talkhehe... i had BIO LESSON today b4 school started with szeyan meimei ka suan(dunno if i got her name rite) and sylvia... haha...
u noe hor... when a guy ejaculates rite... the sticky white substance that comes out... the clear liquid that is the seman and the white is the sperm...
so that means if ur bf has thick white cum rite... is very good la..
if it is translucent hor... hmmm.. got prob le...
hahaha
ok la... thats lame... and thats not my point la... but WADEVA...
hmmm... today after chinese ppr... when they counting the ppr that time rite... for some reason i was seized by a sudden fear... i juz dunno wads happeneing to me recently... muz be going crazy la... i keep worrying abt sth that i think wun happen... but each time i convince myself that it wun happen... i fstart thinking that wad if i am wrong? drving myself crazy.... it was nv lyk that b4... i dunno why did i juz suddenly become lyk that... wad happened to the confident me? or maybe becuz this time it is so different... i suddenyl so lack confidence... this is not my game anymore... i dun feelin control of anything at all... suddenly feeling very lost... i invested too much in this game... i have got too much to lose this time.. if anything were to go wrong... i would lose everything... the difference is perhaps too much... i dunno... maybe i made the wrong choice this time... becuz i would lose utterly and completely...
ppl pls dun ask me wads wrong... i am aware that lots of ppl are patronizing my blog... maybe not alot... but there are ppl whom i wouldnt lyk for them to come... but i cant do anything... so stop guessing and complaining abt me... i am so sick and tired of it...
and for ppl who really care lyk my zhu and faifai and lynn and carmen and more... dun worry its juz PMS... i juz need to let off some steam...
i love you and i miss you my zhu....
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
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