Tuesday, September 05, 2006
I Wonder...u noe hor... was thinking... then i realised.... how immature i was!! and almost all my ex-bf were... to think lynn said she tot i was more mature than them cuz i... been thru life more? or sth la... forgot wad it was.... i was damn immature can? seriously hor... i guess... aiyo.... i noe! that most of my ex treat me as only a younger sister... or juz a very good female fren.... no sparks... get it? dumb... and seeing that half of them were older than me... erm... so diao... still dun make sense... wadeva... i am still thinking thinking thinking.... maybe at times i am really too childish... making me lyk... i dunno... they treat me as they would a little gal ba... maybe i should stop being so childish ya?i can ba a rite bitch at times.... but only when provoked... i mean... no matter how tame a dog it will still bite when disturbed ya? i should stop using dogs as comparison... some fat pig reckons i am saying i am lyk a dog... well... seeing how i react when irritated... it is downrite bitchy..... seriously i dun even noe why i am blogging this.. been typing since abt an hour ago.... deleted lots of things... i guess wadeva written here will be published.... wad i typed previously made no sense to me... shagged
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
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