Thursday, September 14, 2006
Nice Movie, Horrible Dreamhmmm.... i watched Troy juz now... so nice!!! hehe... Brad Pitt so shuai there... Achilles rox man!!! yeah!!! loving the show lots and lots... gonna watch Cleopatra tml morn... hehe.. no need go school til 11... lalalala... haha!!! hmmm.... Troy got Helen.... Cleopatra has obviously got Cleopatra... the 2 great beauties who are in the same level of hell as me!! wahaha... diaoz...
then i went to sleep juz now... terrible la... vomited twice le... then i dream... damn scary la... i dreamt of zhu... then he say wan break with me... then... i oso dunno wad happen... actually the dream i was with my frens at the zoo... then i rmb zhu saying he wanted to go to the zoo... then i was telling myself find time go with him b4 he go NS... is very logical dream lo... then suddenly i was at the void deck... then zhu say wan break... then i started laughing... say he always bluff me... then he say i am serious... i totally freaked la... wa lao... i say ok lo... if that is wad u wan la... then i walk away... then he became shearn chong... and shearn tell me can u dun always think abt me? wad abt u? are u going to be happy? then he became dennis... and i started crying saying that i am so sorry i hurt him so much and made him so unhappy... then suddenly he became wei en... then he say that i make him very not happy cuz i din wanna have sex with him... and i juz kept crying and crying and crying... then i was at the void deck again with zhu... and zhu tell me he was juz kidding and he will always be here for me no matter wad...
then i dunno wad happened... i juz woke up after that... and i was really crying lyk crazy la... my pillow all wet le... weird dream... and then i feel lyk everything going so wrong... haiz... dunno wads wrong with me la... eat dinner... vomit everything out... wad the hell is wrong with me? going crazy le...
and i lost my voice... maybe vomit too much.. my throat hurts..
i miss zhu so much!!! argh..............
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xoxo nikki
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