Tuesday, October 17, 2006
Feeling Inferior...i hate feeling inferior...
i mean i dun wanna do it...
but i cant help it...
i cant help but compare myself to them...
and i feel so inferior to them all the time...
itz like they noe so much yet i noe nth...
i keep wondering wad will happen...
i feel so stupid...
argh...
today i had a hard time looking for something...
spent abt 30 plus on that thing...
overall today including eating spent near 50 bucks..
i fell so lousy...
and then it made me feel even worse cuz i feel so inadequate...
haiz...
why izzit somethimes u can love someone so much that it hurts
why does love hurt so
i feel so small and insignificant
yet i have no reason to feel this way
putting too much pressure on myself
but so afraid to lose u
nv believed in foreva
u made me believe in foreva
pls dun hurt me
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
12:10 PM
