Tuesday, November 14, 2006
Don't Worry Cause I Hate You Toohmmm... well well well... if i am lyk... not wrong... someone flamed me on her blog... hahahaha... lyk i blogged the other day la... to be perfectly honest... i juz hate the ppl who hate me for no reason.... becuz as far as i noe rite.. this gal has not been lyk really awful to me til some certain things happened... or at least her din so balantly dao me til she quarrelled with her... i supposed... best fren.... and me with my other fren being quite close with the "best fren" kena oso... "best fren" is in inverted commas cuz even though her fren treated her as her best fren.... we are not so sure that the feelings were mutual...
i would say that i dunno wad everything is going on cuz i have not been part of them... but i muz say that these are only my views... purely my views... u can do very well to disagree with me... but i would trust my sources... unless they too... turn their backs against me as this bloggersphere has turned out very well to prove that the most horrible ppl exist
anyway... things between she and her "best fren" was on the rocks already... then along came a guy... ahhh... guys... root of all problems... hehe.... he jokinly... according to him... say that he lyk her... cuz in his words "she keep sticking to us" us meaning him and his frens... budden he turned out to really lyk her "best fren" after according to him oso, "she rejected me" and he sort of became one reason for her to hate her "best fren"...
and then there was another guy whom she seemed to be really interested in... and kept talking abt.... budden this guy nv said he lyk her according to his fren.... and he actually lyked my fren who was oso frens with her "best fren" and she in turn started to dao my fren...
at that time the 3 of us.... me my fren and her "best fren" was quite close tgt though admittedly i did not contact all that much with them after their o's drew nearer... previously the gal in question was still quite friendly to me... i say this in very general terms as we still greeted each other when we see each other... budden after the above stated incidents... she started to ignore me everytime i see her and say hi... to the extent of rolling her eyes and looking away....
i mean put anyone in my shoes... how would u feel? u wanna hate me? fine.... i dun force anyone to lyk me... in fact tell me u hate me and y u hate me... perhaps i would try to change.... but juz only perhaps.... not many ppl can have everyone they noe to love them... i dun expect everyone to love me... so similarily... when u are hostile to me.... pls expect me to hate u too... i dun care that i am the first on ur bitching list... i would be the first to admit sj is the first on my bitching list... and i have hardly any time to bitch abt anything or anyone else... cuz sj actually has quite a large bitching scope...
and i dun think itz quite fair to flame me for hating u... becuz u hated me first darling...
and u flirt too... dun say u dun.... in fact on that point u are worse than me... and i have ppl bringing that up to me even before i had told anyone of my views of u ok? i wun say i dun flirt.... but when i am attached as i am now i dun... i love him too much to risk losing him in any way....
i would reiterate that this are only my views and the stuff are mostly told by to my by other ppl... BUT the part where she dao me is experience by me and if u hate me i hate u... simple as that... i not so kuan hong da liang go love ppl who dun love me hor... my love is reserved for all the ppl who loves me....
and ya ya ya.... flame me on my tagboard if u are her supporter... itz on the link that is on the top rite corner ok? no doubt the gal in question will noe who am i talking abt... and well.... if u are not talking abt me... hmmm... i dunno... haha... too bad.... lalalala... i felt lyk blogging abt this topic for a long time anyway.... and her professed bf is omiously missing...............
i'm bored...... seriously... by boring ppl... the internet is a horrible place.. i wun pretend to be lyk... unshaken by all these insults hurled at me.... to be perfectly honest... i hate this... becuz i dunno wad have i done to incur such wrath in ppl.... i admit that i haven been all smiles and happiness for everyone.... but i dun go out of my way to piss anyone that i remotely lyk in any way.... and i did lyk u.... in the beginning and all the way til u started to dao me...
but wadeva.... wadeva wadeva wadeva........... this is such a depressing place.... despite the ppl who showed me that they cared for me....
and i keep typing such as suck.... wth..................
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
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