Wednesday, November 15, 2006
Weird Dreams..............i've been having weird dreams recently... abt alot of things.... abt dear.... food... money... stuff that i tot i din really care but unknowingly has been on the back of my mind.... this morn when zhu sms-ed me and told me he was going for field camp le and that he will call me when his field camp is over.... when my phone rang i jumped out of bed..... lyk i juz got a fright.... usually i would juz rouse gently reply whoever sent me the msg and fall straight back to slp...... this few nites... ya i slept... but contuary to wad dear tot... it wasnt lyk peaceful slp.... i've been slping lyk a zombie..... jumping awake at the slightly creak of the aircon or wadeva.... i'm stretched so thin i rather i din slp at all... gonna break anytime.... tired....
argh.... when deardear read this post he's gonna scold me again.... but how can i tell him now abt my problems and risk him getting worried and distracted in camp lyk he did abt loui the last time?
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
10:36 AM
