Sunday, June 17, 2007
Romance
hmmm... i think i'm probably one of the most romantic person i noe... i mean i always come up with weird ideas on wad to do to pamper ur loved ones... i think i'm so sappy... haha..
but ironically... my bf is probably THE least romantic person i noe... haiz... =x
how i define romance...
the act of buying sth juz for the sake of buying cuz it will make her smile...
the act of doing sth cuz u noe she thinks itz sweet...
the fact that it doesnt matter how stupid u look doing it cuz u noe it makes her feel loved..
the fact that u rmb everything she says no matter how trival cuz thats how impt she is to u...
i dun think there's a need for roses and fine dining... unless ur gal is into that kind of thing... juz four things... i think they are very impt in romance... i dun think itz difficult... and i dun think thats asking too much... and i think itz super romantic!
but... even tho... i do noe some guys who actually do such thing... i sun ever understand why a romantic freak lyk me nv had a bf who does these things?
i do believe that if u really care abt someone... these 4 things are not difficult at all... cuz they come naturally to u...
so i do really wonder... are all my bfs unromantic? or do i simply dun matter enough to them?
becuz... i dunno... for ppl whom i really care abt...everytime when u tell me sth... no matter how trival... as long as itz abt u... i definitly rmb... and i can practically recite it to u word for word as i have proved time and again... but i do see that it doesnt really happen often... haha...
but... as lynn says.. many pl are now getting attached left and rite... itz lyk the new trend... the new IN thing... but.. ya... the ppl who are attached...oh well.. not that i dun care abt them... but i do think that... theres nth much i can do for u since ur attached and these kinda things should be done by ur beloved so i will slack! hehe...
esp for guys... so ya... pls do stp asking me why do i distace myself from u... even tho i doubt u will read this... but honestly! u have a gf already... i may be perfectly fine with my bf's best fren being a gal... but i noe that i'm probably one of the freaks of the world... cuz every single al i noe wll probably blow her top if u decide to confide in ur best gal fren rather then ur actually gf... if u get my drift... so naturally once ur attached i will not contact u as often la... i mean i'm always be here if u need a listening ear... when u talk to me i will surely reply... u will always be my fren... but i dun expect u to be there for me le... and since ur attached i will no longer keep talking to u... cuz u are no longer my best fren but someone else's bf... so pls stopbugging me abt it...
and lyk i said... ppl are getting attached left and rite... and i really need advice now.. but i cant find anyone wo can give me any... haiz... i dun wanna put ppl in a spot... becuz lyk for some ppl... i noe u are also clueless in these kind of things... so wads the point of telling u and make us both uncomfortable while u struggle to find some comforting words and desperately pray that they wun touch a nerve... correct? silly silly me...
and i'm really tired of listening to my own advice... becuz everytime when i tell someone sth... i noe i can apply it to myself... but i juz wan second opinion... haiz... at these kinda times i really miss carmen... haha... cuz we keep talking crap! hmmm... not to say i dun miss lynn... but i miss her for different reasons... juz lyk i miss sze yan for different reasons... and faifai... and so many more!!! everyone of u represents a different part of my life... an di noe in each of ur eyes... i'm a different person... silly silly of me i noe... but itz true...
oh well.. despite all the times i've lent my beautiful ears till their now pretty worn... i have still always beena dumdum person... sillysilly dumdum piggy i am...bleahx
much time has past... and sillysilly dumdum piggy me shall go and sleep already... lalala...
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
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