Wednesday, August 15, 2007
My ConfidentI would like to invite someone into my confidence.This person has to- be there for me 24/7- always listen to me grouse- cannot complain to me- must be nice to me- can only say the right thing at the right time- remember everything about me- shower me with TLCIf interested, please contact me in whatever way convenient to you. =Dwahahaha... where got lyk tt de... izznt that supposed to be wad i should wan for my bf? but simply cuz he is my bf so i'm nice to him... hmmm... but seriously... who dun wish that there's someone lyk tt for them? but then... i'm sure if darling is not in NS he will fufil the above criteria... but for now... someone else?
today i'm really sad... becuz i find that i'm drifting apart with lots of my old frens... and i dun reall have a steady relationship with my new frens... how i wish i can juz easily trust someone... i mean... i'll trust u with anything... absolutly anything... but me..thats juz me i guess... i dunno...
deardear is busy in NS.... and i wan him to get more rest.. and... all of my frens... i'll feel damn evil if i were to juz grouse to u.. cuz u are oso super busy... i mean... i'm the kind of person who will throw everything one side if one of my frens need me.. no matter if we're close anot.. but i dun expect anyone else to me lyk me... i'm juz crazy ba...
i noe there are nice ppl lyk lynn and faifai... only these two i'm sure will be very nice abt me complaining to them... lynn cuz SHE always complain to me... faifai... i dunno... i juz think he's that kind of person...
of anyone else... i'm sure u'll listen too! but juz that those two above will give me the... erm... i dunno how to say... the kinda reaction that will make me feel better? hahha... becuz... they noe me well ba... every other fren are oso probably too busy... hahaha.. i wun wanna add on to their troubles la...
but still.. tell me if u dun mind me calling u up rite now and start complaining! itz still nice to noe that ppl care... hahha... altho i probably wun grouse... cuz...i will still feel bad... haha!
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
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