Wednesday, September 19, 2007
Babyi'm really sorry... i din mean to hurt u... if anything happens to me i dun wan....
i'm really foolish for doing this... i noe i will nv forget u... and no one will replace u...
i'm really sorry for hurting u... i noe ur very hurt rite now... i wish i could walk this difficult path with u too... and really wish i i walk walk to the corners of the world with u... but i really dun wann see u helpless lyk last time.... that hurt me more than any sickness did...
to silly me... i guess... i dun wanna see u worry... hurt... upset and tired anymore... i'll miss u... i miss u alot already... i'm really sorry for doing this to u... i hurt u so much... i hope u can forgive me.... i really really really.... really love u alot...
i noe i promised that as long as i love u i wun leave u.... but i dun wan u to worry... i dun wan u to feel helpless... i dun wan u to look at me... the same as when i looked at u when u were sick... and feel the terrible ache of being unable to help... i noe seeing the person u love feeling terrible is hundred times worse than ur love one suffering...
sorry to make u worry... sorry to make u sad... but i'm nth but a silly stupid shameless ger... foreva ur silly baby...
i'm really sorry... i really miss u alot...
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
2:37 PM