Friday, September 07, 2007
Changes For Lovehmmm... the other day i was talking to weien rite.. then hor... he mentioned how this gal who lyk him last time... and they went out to orchard road tgt... and how the gal wear until very very lup chap... then he say since the gal lyk him she should lyk dress up nicer to impress him...
but i begged to differ... i mean... why should she change who she is for a guy who dun lyk her? i wouldnt.. if i were lyk tt and i lyk another guy... i wouldnt purposely change myself to impress him... if he dun lyk who i really am but the person i try to be in front of him... it would make me very miserable!!! i wouldnt wan to change myself for a guy who dun lyk me...
budden i would change to improve myself if the guy i lyk oso lyks me... i will try to be a better person for him becuz i noe that even if i cant change... he still lyks who i am... y change for someone who dun lyk u? thats lyk... super silly la....
the same goes for my frens... i wouldnt lyk... try to be a different person in front of them... tho i noe i keep giving ppl the wrong impression... so dumdum... but essentially wad u see is wad u get... if u bother to noe me la... if u judge me by juz exchanging a few words with me then ur very poor thing lo... cuz everyday after 11pm i start to go crazy... it actually depends on how lack of sleep i am suffering from... haha..
i miss the days at the cscc camp!!! the FOC was so fun!! my lack of sleep coupled with tiffany's craziness was so much fun!!! and we kept singing awful songs that made xiaoxuan unable to sleep....
haha... i should stop living in the past... time to sleep le... itz 2 am!!! i cant wait to see baby tml... i miss ya so so so much... its not fair that the time we can spend tgt is getting shorter and shorter... i dun care... u muz devote ur first month out of NS to me and only me....
i'm juz selfish lyk that... lalala... and evil oso... wahaha... CANDY!!!!
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
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