Wednesday, October 31, 2007
Difficult Timesi'm really really tired! i dun lyk to pretend that i'm happy!! i wanna hide somewhere where no one can find me!!!
i dun lyk ppl to ask wads wrong... becuz i noe they cant help at all! ultimately, only u can help urself... maybe if i wallow enough in this horrible place i'll slowly figure out how to get out... haiz... despite knowing this, it doesnt make me feel any better at all!!!
why despite knowing and understanding we still cant help feeling upset? shouldnt knowing and understanding come with acceptance? if it did... my life will be so much easier if it did...
another 2 more years of suffering... 1 more year til things get easier...
can i even last tt long?
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
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