Tuesday, December 04, 2007
Lost Handphones, Tempers, Hearti lost my hp on saturday... so depressing.. i think the cab driver dun wan return to me... but nvm i guess... it cant be helped.. sianz... jzu woe to whomever who took my phone.. poor me.. zzzzzz
and i lost my temper at krystle.. cuz... she juz got on my nerves being so irritating and all.. say wad.. u lost ur phone arh.. i bought my phone ytd... knn.. people lyk her should be hanged.. tactless fidiot...
i think if we keep giving and dun receive... we will end up with nothing to give anymore... and i'm so so tired of giving.. cuz i really dun get much back... i'm so pathetic that i'm even glad for the little bit that i get... but it still hurts.. nevertheless... it still hurts alot.. i dun think we understand each other much... i feel that u dun really care to understand... and no matter how much i try to understand u... u dun seem to care enuff to reveal how u feel...
y do the people i care most about always end up caring for me the least...
if my life were a picture... it would be an empty space with a few stars in the air.. stars bright enuff to light up my life... but far enuff.. to not make much of a difference..
who will be the sun?
who CAN be the sun?
time and again... i tot i found mine... yet... they always turn out to be juz another tiny star..
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
3:20 PM