Saturday, May 31, 2008
Disappointedi cant believe tt so many ppl disappointed me at once...
i told told a few ppl abt this pageant... ppl whom i tot was my close frens n i hoped for them to be there for me... but i guess.. i was juz being stupid... i tot lishi was the only one who will forget... i din believe tt even lynn forgot.. so i guess... ya.. wadeva..
and i cant believe tt u will go do it behind my back.. itz not tt u din tell me abt it that makes me angry... if u din tell me i will juz be sad... wad makes me really angry is tt u actually lied to me...
this juz proves tt u cant rely on anyone... i dun even noe who to trust anymore...
i juz wish tt people will juz stop breaking their promises to me... promises are not meant to be broken.. i dun understand y would u promise sth tt u already noe u wun do... y do all of u lyk to do it?
i cant believe tt tml i still have to go on stage and pretend to smile and be happy... when inside.. i'm breaking apart...
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
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