Tuesday, June 17, 2008
itz 3am rite now
there's no title on this post
i cant get to sleep
all i wanna say is
stop making me look bad
maybe cuz i have been tolerating so long and i juz cant take it anymore and i am juz looking for thorns in ur words. but u cannot deny that it does really seem so intentional or not. i dunno wads going on in the relationship anymore. maybe this is juz an obstacle for us to overcome together. maybe at the end we will come out stronger than before. i really hope so. cuz i really dun think so.
i feel so horrible n terrible and unreasonable tt itz eating me up.
i'm i really that horrible a person as u make me out to be?
have u even convinced me that i am that horrible?
i wish u will juz shut the hell up and get out.
this is our relationship.
not yours.
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
3:43 AM