Wednesday, June 04, 2008
Promises and Liesare promises that hard to keep? is the truth that hard to say? i tried never to lie to you, nv break my promise to you, to tell u the truth... but u juz dun get it.. u always think i'm at fault, i am at fault sometimes but so were u... u always dun wanna understand wad i am saying and u dun wanna listen.. and u insist that i am stubborn and dun wanna move on... but the problem is not solved and u wan me to juz forget it? y do u have to always think tt ur rite even tho time has proven again and again tt ur decisions are usually wrong...
u say i'm stubborn selfish sarcastic n bad tempered and ur not... is it so difficult to trust me juz for once? i'm really tired of ppl hurting me... i tot tt u would be the last person to ever hurt me... tt was how much i trusted u... but now i feel unable to ever trust u... n u think this is my fault n i purposely refuse to trust u... things dun juz solve themselves in a snap of ur fingers... when are u finally gonna stand on ur own 2 legs and stop looking for the easy way out?
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
2:41 AM