Wednesday, August 06, 2008
2 Years Of Memoriesour love started under a blaze of fireworks at the esplanade
where unknown to you, i had the amazing urge to juz lie on ur chest and watch the fireworks blaze above us. but at that time, you were not mine.
in the beginning, you were my piggy zhuzhu
i loved you so very much and was willing to follow to the ends of earth if need be. and i still do. no matter how much we quarrel and how badly it was. at the end of it, i never regretted being with you.
from my piggy zhuzhu, you became my baby
i still love you very much. i still wanna walk to the ends of earth with you. because i noe that as long as you are by my side, you will never let me come to harm.
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this was our first token of love. i put them in a silver pouch and asked you to choose. you picked the babyboy and i got that babygirl. i noe you were disappointed, so was i. but one day, you secretly switched them! blur me din realised til later that now i've got the babyboy and you have got the babygirl. in a tussle, babyboy was accidently spoilt and i was so upset. but luckily the damage was not permanant and now babyboy is perfectly fine.
our second token of love was this pair of rings. it was supposed to replace the ring that you once had but lost. but baby was too clever and noticed too quickly that there was 2 of them.
the next big event was the MSW. baby dressed up so nice to go for the interview with me.
i hardly ever see you so well dressed. and i was really impressed. thanks baby, for going with me and waiting for me at the Home Team-NS at Ah Hood Road. the weather was so hot but you still had to stay there for so long to wait for me to finish the interview.
at the end of the competition, i did not even get thru to the finals, only the semi finals, but still, u waited hours for me to finish rehearsals, juz to spend a little more time with me. u really did alot for me and i really noe that too. despite being sick, you still spent the whole day at Burger King juz to give me moral support on the day of the competition. i juz wanna say thank you and i love you baby.
i went with you to order the new skates and i got bored and started snapping photos. baby, i juz want you to noe that i'm really proud of you. i noe it is not easy to handle so many things at once. i noe u are very stressed too. but still you can always find time to be there for me. no matter how difficult the times are, you still try to fulfil all my wishes.
i said that i wanted to go to Changi Airport to eat Popeye Chicken. and u had no hesitation in going all the way there with me juz to eat it. you did so many things for me i have no idea how can i do in turn for u.
the last major event that we went to together this year was to my school's Bazzar by the Lake. i noe it was pretty boring for you.
i mean u fell asleep while taking photos with me cuz you were so tired. but i forced you to wake up to entertain me.
and you really did try so hard to stay awake. that day, i wanted to do a belly piercing with carmen when she did her rook piercing. but u look so unhappy with me that i didnt dare to do so.
i noe u dun really wan me to get a belly piercing, but u noe that i wanted very much to do so and u tried to give in to me. i could see that you were really unhappy about it. in the end, i didnt do it. baby, i juz wan u to be happy juz as you wan me to be. no matter how much i really wan the piercing, it is also not very important. u didnt wan me to do it cuz ur afraid it will not heal properly, and i can understand that. thats y, in the end, i chose to not do it. and i wun regret my decision.
i noe often i am very demanding. but still everytime, you give in to me. no matter wad i did or say, at the end of the day u still forgave me. this year was a very difficult year for the both of us. it was a year where many quarrels occurred. times are difficult, but still me managed to hold on.
many times, we wanted to give up. i wanted to give up. for many reasons. i felt that i was ur burden, i felt that you will be happier without me breathing down ur neck, you felt that i was better off without you. but still, it was our love that kept us together. it was the same love that enabled u to do silly things for me.
jus to see me smile.
no matter wad happens baby, we have been together for 2 years now, this year has not been easy, and there has been much unhappiness. we didnt really go out much, but we were happy. no matter how difficult times are, you are always here for me. i hope that i can be there for you too.
difficult this year has been, but we both live for the flashes of happiness that is sprinkled all over the year. our love has held us together for so long, it has really proven to be strong. this is juz the beginning, and there are many more of such years to come.
we will
skate together to the ends of the world together. because i noe you will hold my hand right til the end and still not let go.
i love you
happy 2 years anniversary baby.
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
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