Tuesday, August 05, 2008
A Better Futurei guess my previous post was abit kua zhang la... i'm still super depressed and i really dun wanna study... but i think i'm not as suicidal is before... haha..
juz recovered from a fever that plagued me for almost 2 weeks. maybe that was wad made me so suicidal. i was delirious with fever. anyway, the cause of the fever was a throat infection which hasn't fully recovered yet. but at least no more fever.
i feel reborned. if there is such a word. exams coming. i'm not at all prepared. i really wanna study. but i juz dun feel lyk doing it and i cant get myself to study til the last minute. i should have taken my own advice and chosen a course of study that i was interested in rather than one that is practical. haiz. but i guess wads done is done and i juz have to live with it.
tml will be me and baby's 2 years anniversary. i dun think we are gonna spend it tgt. but i have already given him his present on saturday and we already celebrated it in advance.
baby is gonna go for an op on his knee and i really hope that everything will go well. so that his knee will not give him any more trouble. i juz hope that after that op, he can continue to play basketball. otherwise i noe life will be very bleak for him. afterall he is only 22 this year.
i'm still not sure if i made the right decision. but at least for now. we are happy.
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
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