Wednesday, August 20, 2008
I Can't Stand It!!!baby juz finished his operation and is at home now... hmmm... so sian... he cant play basketball anymore le... i think he's very disappointed..
but the thing i cant stand. i cant stand the fucking bitch!! i hate her so very much... haiz... i dunno.. is it worth it to break up with him becuz of his mother?
i mean... i dunno... i cant tolerate her anymore.. she's so unreasonable!!! i juz dunno in way have i offended her other than the fact that i'm her son's gf... i cant stand her scolding me anymore! i cant imagine having to live with her for the rest of my life... i think i will go crazy.. if not for the fact that she is an old lady and i need to respect her, and that she is my bf's mother and i need to tolerate her... i'll give her a good dressing down... i'm juz so fucking irritated...
i dun think she deserves my respect at all.. and i really dun want to keep quiet any more...
i feel lyk screaming at her and slap her...
i wan to pay her back for every thing she has done to me...
i wan to throttle her and make her see sense!!!
i've never been so irritated my someone
i've never been treated lyk tt by anyone
i've never hated someone quite as much as i hate her now...
i feel so bottled up and i feel so terrible!!! on one hand i feel lyk venting my anger on her juz to make myself feel better... on the other hand i feel very bad for wanting to treat someone lyk tt..
haiz... i juz hate her... she made my life so miserable..
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
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