Saturday, January 09, 2010
Stressed Up AgainI'm juz getting stressed up again. What with school, work and relationships. Relationships refering to all sorts. My non-existent love life, my troubled family life and my weird friendships. Everything is spinning round and round making me sick.
Losing my appeitite once again. Falling sick all over again. I dun wanna feel like this! I juz wanna snap out of it! Frustrated with myself for getting myself into this mess. Whats so difficult about pretending everything is fine and getting on with life? Why tear myself up over this? Idiot.
Want so badly to sleep but I'm hurting all over. Literally. Haiz. Wad can I do for all these cuts bruises and aches? My neck hurts like crazy and somemore I slept on the train and made my neck worse. Even cold compress is not helping... I dunno wad to do...
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
10:34 PM