Monday, January 11, 2010
Stupid InfectionIn total agony cuz of a fucking infection. It's past the drink more water stage already. My kidneys are aching like crazy. Made the mistake of eating KFC somemore. Few bites into the meal I can feel my blood pressure going crazy already. Haiz... It's my own fault for not standing my ground and allowing myself to suffer like that.
Got my phone from Qiyuan in the afternoon at school had lunch then go to the polyclinic. Stupid doctor dunno how to read my records lo... Dun believe me when I say got infection like I want to lie like that. Too mad to elaborate but I think he's quite new and got a shock from the way I talk.
Oh... Also got a referral to the CGH dermatology for the scarring on my chest. Hmmm... He's face was super funny when he realise the area of my scarring. He got the 'Wa... So poor thing.' face. You would think by now I'm used to it already. Unfortunately I'm not. Scheduled the appointment on 27/01/10. Or rather they gave the appointment day to me. Wondering should I go cause it's bound to be very expensive and all. Haiz...
Why am I in this state? Get an infection cuz of him, ruined my health working cuz of him, gave myself financial trouble cuz of him. In return for wad? Nothing but suffering for myself. How idiotic can I get? Fucked up...
I feel like quitting from K9. The place was not what I thought it was. Everyone changed le. And now Sherwin's not working there anymore things are starting to look sucky. I don't feel like blogging anymore. The stupid med is giving me gastric. Argh...
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
4:59 PM
